\\ * bEsteSt friEnDs 4eVa * \\

2006-07-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

What kind of ship never sinks?

Friendship!

2006-07-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmm. feeling not-so-good now. maybe i shall just post up some pics.

fionn, i didnt forget lor. just that i was too busy to post. haha.

me, jianyong, ziaowei and qingshan.

Jolene and rico!!

Celebrated daffy's bdae at ecp. Hope she like that duck we gave her.

The sky is bright yet the background is dark.

Sitting with ricoco and fafa in the audi during ss lecture was FUN!

fafa! haha how i hope she's my classmate lah. can Crap with her all day long... =(

At the national stadium.

Amirul trying to squeeze daffy's head into that gigantic beaker.

Xiaowei so naughty. Look at her. She's laughing at siting. haha. must be one of her tricks, putting that piece of paper on siting's forehead. haha.

The sun hiding behind the dark clouds. This picture describes how im feeling these few days.

hmm now i finally know how nicholas ow survive not talking to anyone for the whole day. lol. now my tagboard having maintainence. sian. no jokes are funny now. anyways, haha cassie! lol ur secret not very secretive lah. I thought the guy u like is a secret. lol. Hi everyone. Take care.

1) Why did the girl throw the butter out of the window?

Because she wants to see butterfly.

2006-07-26T09:22:00.000+08:00

Okay havent been online for quite a while. Busy with tuitions, homework and tv programmes. wahaha. Now im in Tk's com lab. Ce (character education) lessons are boring. Right, jiahsien and jianyong? They agreed. hahhyahyahya!!!!!" 111111oneone11eleventy-one1111" typed by jh. lol.

anyways, random. I love the topics that im learning now. Dang fun lah. Venn diagrams for amaths, Transport in flowering plants, test for anions...

Dont think i can go online during weekdays liao. oh well, nvm. Ms ang just told us a cold joke. damn lame lah. but wad there was somethin lame-ER. its nandeesh.

Ms ang: Do you know wad is the most horrible thing a guy can tell to a girl during courtship?
Nandeesh: I know, cher. My name is Narin.
Narin: *face red*
Others: LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH..

Are you laughing? Okay nvm. hahaha.

Yesterday so shiok. Took 4 tests at a time. phy, chinese, geog and bio. sian. I totally flunk my geog elec paper. I cant do map reading. omg. So far, i failed all the map reading tests since sec1. shhh. I sure fail my bio test de. Siting even poor thing. She left out the whole essay question. lol.

p.s. Happy birthday Kah chee!

2006-07-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

Choral Festival Pictures [Part 2]

Okay. As promised, i try to post as much pictures okay. actually, i was wondering if i shld post the pictures or not. Since im in the female chorus. so ya loads of pictures with the people there. Some of you might think that im such a gay. lol. wadever lah. lol.

Okay im still missing choral fest. So glad that TK is in the choral excellence programme lah. And im soo sorrie to those who could not go for the concert. Esp ruhui and all. So sorry. Couldnt get any tickets for you all. Full house. argh. nvm. Now im listening to Mozart's magic flute. so nice lah. yabadadadada!

here's the pics that some of you requested. feel free to just copy and past or save it in ur com. =) ooosh. Chatting with 9 ppl at a time on msn is difficult. lol.

ruixian and me. at vch. all the best to his relationship. haha not gossiping anymore. too lazy to gossip also. -.-

Choir 1 practising. damn i didnt manage to take the choir 4 pic. So cute lah. i like the drunken sailor and jap song about coconuts. Im singing it everyday now. lol. and as u can see, Tk guys were really outstanding. The only striking blue blazors, according to the minister of state when i received the certs from him.

Yibei and sihui. hahahaah i rmbd! A2s rock! But im from A1. hahahaha. okay lah. altos rock.

hahaha. cool. during the concert, 1 of them was beside me and 2 of them were behind me.

Here's the pic u want. Nice blend of colours -.- lol.

PINLANG!!! met my old classmate in choral fest. so cool lor. Miss 6K.

JIAMIN my sister. hahahaa we were lying throught our teeth lah. Got some ppl from rv came and ask me.
"hey. Jiamin is ur sister ar?"
"haha ya. why leh?"
"wad school is she from?"
"Ur school - rv lor."
"Wad class is she from?"
"errr... how would i noe? She doesnt tell me all these stuffs."
"eh wad is ur surname?"
"errr... ahh... errr..."

lol jiamin looks like wanjing right? ok nvm. lol.

The final rehearsal. The emcess were really good. hahaha. oh ya. tts the lady whom i dun really like. the 2nd one from the left. haha but she was thanking me. see below.
me: err excuse me. The large banner that is put up right? There's a missing r at the guest of honou.
her: (busy talking to emcees and me at the same time) aiya dun scare me lah.
me: Really! im serious. You look at the banner.."
her: (lift up her head) eh eh eh.. omg omg. Thanks boy. (she stood up from her seat and started to panic) FIX IT..!
me: (return back to my seat)
the rest of the tk ppl: BOOO! stupid zhengjun snatch our credits.
hahahaha.

me and diane. hahaha didnt know she's from dunman high choir until thurs. anyways, she's a good leader and singer. Great. oh ya. she's a sl too i think. damn, SLs were all around me. haha.

Random shot. prrrrfect! wads that guy ( i think its ivor) doing?

The jc combine choir. WHOA i love their songs man. TAKA AND SASHA all the way!

me and jiasheng- Alto SL of cat high choir. hahahaha.

They call themselves the powerpuff girls. Siting, terri and olivia.

eh yea i think this picture is took b4 or after our performance. It was hectic then. and sorrie to those who i cant rmb. short term memory. hahahahha.

hahahaha it was soo funny lah. Yibei said she wanted to take photo with me. i didnt know wad happened lah. so ivor came in too. lol.

argh my hand shook. anyways, the one beside me is mr toh ban sheng. miss his conducting. still can rmb the days when he asked me to sing alone. scary but fun. oh ya and during the first day of choral fest practice.... He was beside ms ho, the officer in charge. So i went to talk to her.
me: Ms ho, i heard that im the only guy in the choir leh"
ms ho: Really? oh no. I think i've entered ur name wrongly. Issit okay?
me: errr i think so.
MR TOH: dun worry. You're not the only guy in the choir. You have me.

my favourite pic! =X anyways, yeah she sang very well. Wad do you expect? lol the alto sl of anglican high choir. haiss didnt get her email. lol kidding. can always get from pinlang or lucienne.. RIGHT? right.

That girl on my right is from acjc, choir2. lol. Ex- commonwealth. coool. Must go ask shixuan if he knows her. haha.

errr.. ya this ny girl and zan. haha. Im bad at rmbering names.

Representatives of choral festival choirs 1,2,3,4 and piedmont choir. woohoo!

Me and kimberly (think so. haha) yup.

Did i miss out any pics? I dunno lor. And im lazy le lah. i think thats all le. CASSIE TAGGED MY BLOG. hahahaha. lol thanks. just chatted with her not long ago. She told me a secret. wahaha okay not tellling any of you. bleah. Good nitez. Monday emaths test. I better start practising. and ya, dun think im blogging tmr. Take care.

2006-07-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

Choral Festival Pictures [PART 1]

All good things come to an end.

I soo agree this proverb lah. anyways, im really feeling oozy and emotional now. cus i really miss choral fest. and my choral fest friends. lol. I know that all the choral fest ppl will be feeling the same thing as me. Am i right, people? lol. This morning i had no mood to study lor. I dun understand a single bit of maths. All the theorems and stuffs. My mind went blank. I could just like stare into space thinking of Toh ban sheng. bleah. Whenever mrs huang said the word "yesterday", me and siting would start singing "I can recall spain". lol so funny. Siting was humming so happily and LOUDLY.

Mrs huang: Who is humming away?! (spoke to the whole class nicely)
Me: (looking at siting) Is it you? i never sing liao.
Siting: Nolah its not me. Its you lah, zhengjun!
Whole class: Argh! Must be zhengjun lah.

LOL get wad i mean? During choir, i slept during sectionals cus i was too tired. and the next minute, mr foong came. Ms wang was staring at me. =( oh ya. got my choir post today. I resume my quarter master post. Hmm mixed feelings. No comments about it.

Sometimes i really feel stress about exams, tests and stuffs. its like.. My dearest chinese teacher scolded me lah. cus i never hand in my hw, which is partly due to choral fest. argh!! got back some of my tests results. 9.5/25 for english. wow. 19.5/25 for maths.

LOL found this luggage along the roadside on my way to VCH. Bomb alert? hmm. haha.

Olivia, wanswen, suwei, cheryl, syafiqah and siting.

Food makes the world go round! hahaha jianyong and cassandra's motto: We live to eat, not eat to live. =)

its the 2nd time olivia was caught in my camera, dreaming of someone, at day and night.

Nice eh?

My house. So nice right? like real -.-

My bass frens, mingyan the SL and Weijie the vchairman. Coool! oh ya. btw, they were my hairstylists for that day. lol.

Suwei and olivia. and siting in the middle? omg. Scary man. Look at her beautiful face. LOL trust me. i REALLY REALLY didnt edit the picture. Maybe bcus siting moved her face. =]

Me and cheryl tan. lol. i felt bad now. cus im sitting down like nobody's business and she's squatting down, just to take a photo. lol.

A picture with princess koalabear. It was really honoured lah. cus that day was my first time hearing a praise by Her Majesty. lol.

Weijie and I. hahahaha.

Studying for geog tests. hahaha while i was slacking around.

Jonathan forever looking for his Cassie from piedmont choir. haha. He hugged her on that day lah. -.- im jealous. haha kiddding.

haha okok this is the girl whom jonathan has been spying on for the past few days. He seemed really sad when we had to bid farewell. Tenghui was like shouting directly to me," EH ZHENGJUN. Dun stand to close to her." lol.

During intermission. haha. omg lah. didnt expect to see jonathan there. lol.

hahahahaha alex. I have no idea wad she's doing. lol.

oh no. Tears dropping. lol just now i was like telling someone. Choral fest seem to become a matchmaking session. lol. everyone is liking each other. oh man.

Alright enuff for today. Shall blog the rests tmr. All the above pictures are TK ppl de. haha sorrie. The rest of the pictures i will upload tmr. The selected pics. haha. anyways, i was chatting with yichan just now. lol. for ppl who contradicted the "after-choral-fest" sickness.

haiss tmr golden run at bedok reservoir. 5 KM run. i think im walking. sian. oh ya. Replies to all the tags: HEY everyone. What a fantastic concert yesterday. and ya take care. All the best for everything. =] and thanks rico! haha.

p.s. HAPPY BRITHDAY DAFFY.

2006-07-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

SHIOK!

Choral fest was superb, yet again. Love it more and more each day. The people there are really nice. lol. Tmr is our last day, which is also our concert day. =) Cant wait to see the rest tmr. And cant bear to part with this choral festival event, especially my festival frens.

Today i took alot of pics, as usual. Made more frens again. fun. Master class was okay. I enjoyed the songs that the piedmont choir sang. A beautiful sleep i had =X Final rehearsal was fine too, i guess. Just that i was being called to rehearse to be the representative of choir 3. MALU LEH. wah cant stand it. moreover, the entire choir stood up when im on the stage receiving a fake prize from the fake Guest of honour. sian. Toh ban sheng was satisfied with our rehearsals today. Dunno why we sang so well today.. singapore is so small lah. i met shu en's bro at choral fest. btw, the catered lunch was horrible. =X

Jonathan was superbly happy and horny today. Cus he got to take a picture with an alto from the piedmont choir, called cassie. lol.

There she is. lol. Cute and friendly. =]

This is wad the rv guys did when they forget their lyrics.

my section: rgs girls, ny girl, and a girl from piedmont choir.

The SNYO! omg they played very well! especially the finale song.

i dun really like that lady standing beside ms ho. lol.
emcee: For now, the representative of Choral Festival choir 3.
me: (walked to the centre of the stage, shook hands, bowed)
choir3: (Stood up and applaud)
me: (feeling embarressed, gave that sian-lame look)
that lady: i tell you ar, you dun give that look okay!
me: (nodded head, walked down the stage)

my new frens. left: (acjc) rep for SATB JC choir. right: (SCGS) rep for SATB SEC choir.

joel - shuen's bro. lol. A family of singers.

nigel, my cute junior. lol. wanswen finds him chio. -.-

okay i think thats all for today. hope to take more pictures tmr. and hope to get as many contacts as possible - ppl in choir3, ruixian, jiasheng, kenneth and all. lol. choral fest rocks.

CHORAL FEST ROCKS.

[[I can recall]] Spain

yesterday
just a photograph of yesterday..
and all the edges folded
and the corners faded sepia brown
And yet it's all I have of our past love.

A postscript to its ending
Brighter days, i can see such brighter days
when every song we sang is sung again
and now we know, we know this time
it's for good, and we're lovers once again
and you're near me

I can remember the rain in December
the leaves are brown, tumbling down
In spain I did love and adore you.
The nights filled with joy were our yesterdays
and tomorrow will bring you near me

I can recall my desire
every reverie is on fire and i get a picture
of all our yesterdays
Yes, today. I can say.

I see moments of history.
Your eyes meet mine and they dance to the melody
and we live again
as if dreaming.

2006-07-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

ooh yeah. Choral fest was fun. Missing school lessons even fun. lol but thinking of the tests that i have to retake next week makes me faint.

yeah just a brief intro about my life in choral fest lah. cus mdm goo registered me as an alto for choral fest. so yeah supposedly, i shld be in the SATB secondary school mixed choir, where jy and weijie are in. But due to some typo error, im in the SSAA choir now. Only guy there. pathetic. I was transferred to A2 from A1, cus most of the girls cant reach the low notes, which are in bass range lah.

tts about it. Made a lot of new frens. Like catholic high guys, dunman high guys , nanyang girls, and many more lah. All of them are as friendly as me! haha. and most of them are presidents, student conductors and section leaders. Pro lah. =X Took lots of photos. Hope our concert will be successful lah.

GOTCHA OLIVIA!

At vch, before the festival starts.

My lovely conductor. How lovely -.-

Practise time.

Jonathan carrying cheryl tan's RED bag.. i can see syaq laughing out loud. hah.

The girl from RV. haha she looks like the sec4 cheryl from guides in tk.

This new fren from dunman high. I thought he was from ACSI at first. lol. He's so power lor. Tenor SL.

haha this woman works at CCAB.

sihui: Hey zhengjun. You know that woman who talked to us about the schedule just now? Who is she?
me: err i think she's the chairman of CCAB.
syaq: oh then wad about the lady who scolded us about food (the one in the pic)?
me: errr a catering service lady?
ppl arnd me: omg omg omg.. *HAHAHAHAHA*

A fren from nanyang girls. She's a good leader. quite chio bah. haha=X

yeah all the other pics are crap. im tired. haha. Hope to take more pics tmr. oh ya. In the afternoon, the rgs and ny girls were singing their own songs. Then we, the tk ppl sang our own songs. Finally, we decided to sing a song that everyone knows.

Sunset, syf choral setpiece 2005. =)

2006-07-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

My com got prob, cannot upload my handphone pics. lol nvm. save me much trouble.
Summary of this week:
#1) I love cations and linear law.
#2) Pirate of the carribean rocks.
#3) Listening to wanswen's blog makes me emotional.
#4) SS ppt presentation was okay. hmm.
#5) Choral fest was okay.
#6) Cleaning the classroom was fun.

I think thats all bah. Life issnt that interesting after all yeah? I know mashi maro and blossom will agree with me. bleah. I think i shld really start studying. as in like, really settle down and study for at least 2 hrs a day?

yes jolene, i need lots of cookies. ='( haha.

2006-07-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

Its weird to blog about my troubles. Its silly to vent my anger on this poor blog. Its attention seeking to tell everyone im down.

Im a happy man.
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2006-07-09T11:54:00.000+08:00

oooh its been almost a week since i last blog. sorrie. got loads of things to do. And there's lots of things coming up. Best of all, everything just clashes together.

Monday 100706: Amaths test clash with Choral fest
Tuesday 110706: Chem and physics quiz clash with Olevel chi oral

Next week, even worse. Almost the entire week i wun be in school bcus of choral fest.
And this event cause me to miss 1 week of physics and chemistry lessons, maths lessons, english narrative writing course, english oral exam, emaths test, chem and phy test, geog elec test and olevel mt listening comprehension! Freak! shld have back out from choral fest lah. Give me more pressure only. Tmr there might be choral fest auditions.. and i haven memorise my songs yet. Might be eliminated lor.

oh man. now i got that feeling of..."should i feel stress or shld i not?" feeling, which made me feel even worse lah. anyways, dun be disheartened, my dear seniors who didnt pass the dsa auditions. i know u can still enter to ur desired jc by ur olvel results. Cheer up yeah? =)

Just visited my brother's blog and oh god. I told him not to mention my name/ nick liao. -.- made me feel embarressed lah. Writing in his blog = telling the whole world. lol. At least i know i did a good deed yst. hah. OH ya. Tell u smth interesting. I got 1.5/10 for my amaths quiz recently. How cool is that?

ps. hahaha FAFA! love to shout ur name to the whole world. its a habit liao. How to stop this habit? =X haha. To anonymous-es: lol. i dunno issit one anonymous or many of u all. but tag ur name next time lah. =] so shy for wad? not as if i hate u haha -.- yensin tag my blog oh gosh.

Princess koalabear, dun sad sad lah. Cheer up. eh i just realised that nowadays so many ppl having depression/ being sad. lol one example, tk's president, nicholas. He has not been opening his mouth in class for the past few days. I can never do that lah. Cheer up lah guys. im not good in consoling ppl or making ppl happy. but aiya, u get wad i mean. Just be happy.

i found my father's blog. (senior bernice, not my batch de). haha so happy. actually i got loads of pictures to post. but i lazy. haha. maybe next time. =] gtg liao. Take care ppl!

2006-07-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE SYFOC! haha. clarissa seemed to have panda eyes. lol.

Clarissa was dancing. and look at the long queue of people queueing for food and drinks. GOSH.

ME and huiqi! =)

yinmei and gladys doing council duties.

Huiqi and cherie. eh cherie dun worry lah. u are still as pretty as usual. lol. get well soon. Daffy get well soon too.

i looked so gay. okay nvm. haha. See the similarity?

The combined schools choir performing and dearest MS pauline Ho! =)

when i was just about to take a picture of the stadium.. hahaha.

wanswen, siting, weijie and tenghui! Wan swen, dun ask me why u always look weird in my camera. lol. must be hating my camera alot right?

me and faith. just read her blog. They just went for dsa auditions. All the best! heard that faith, ruhui and shuning got in le. whee congrats. and gd luck for the rest of the seniors who went for dsa auditions for different schools.

GO TKBAND!

Sab, the magician! can u see the magic that she did? lol okay im lame.

TK BAND! Long live tkband.

Nice shot of firdaus, shunhim, nandeesh and yensin. guess wad? if i snap this pic 1 second later, it'll be a pic of them pointing middles fingers! LOL.

Jia hsien showing off his super camera that he even took a close snap of PM Lee scatching his head. cool camera. i have no idea wad yong jie was doing.. haha.

Ending of SYFOC.. with the song "Reaching beyond"!

Beautiful scenary. heh. Sky filled with loads of ballooons..!

Smilez! siting seemed tired. hahaha.

Huiqi at pp! hahaha. Nice senior (:

Clare was my wife and daffy was my husband.. for A day. gosh. hope thier darlings wun see this. if not, im sorta dead.

Amirul trying to slap daffy again. hahahahaa. I find it fun seeing ppl slapping each other. hahaha. okay thats sadistic. lol.

Yeah thats all for yesterday. Could have taken more photos.. haha but nvm, another school event coming up. THE GOLDEN RUN. hahahaha. Tmr its a school holiday.

p.s. HAPPY YOUTH DAY, everyone. Have fun. I am unsure if i shld go out tmr. hmm see first lor. (:

2006-07-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

Currently, im too lazy to study. Too lazy to do homework. hahaha so i shall not break my promise. Here are there camera pics!

The first picture i took yesterday! with steph and amalina! :)

FAFA AND ME! She so cute. haha. and ooops picture is blurr.. cus i shook the camera!

Jolene and fiza. Too excited about the competition le. hehe.

Joycelyn, Joan and Jolene! OMG. The 3 jays...

Kind wang min distributing sweets. As quoted from fafa," Whee! sweets from heaven!"

haha fafa and rico. fafa eating the sweets that came from heaven and rico being shocked. =)

Jolene was so desperate for milo lah. haha with the help of wanswen, i bought for her one. I said that after she drank my milo, tkband must win the BDB award. and they really did it! wooohooo!

wad was yinmei doing?! HAHAHA.

Only gladys and syjia posing to the camera. hahahaha cool.

okay finally a good picture. LOLX.

i was in a bad mood. Wanswen was quite happy. Xinghui so happy until she closed her eyes. haha.

ALEX! hahaha recently i saw her with someone else. wonder if they are really together. heh ok i shld stop gossiping. haha.

We look so obedient and friendly right? hahaha. I helped hwee san take attendance, cus she and rachel went to TM and "predicted" that they would come late. hah.

Jessie! lol another smart and hardworking classmate. if im not wrong, i bought for her nescafe a year ago. HAHA i rmbd cus she wrote me a testimonial to thank me. lol.

Some of the 3A girls. such a pity i didnt see mdm rubina. =(

EH my com lag. I shall upload the other pics in another entry kkz?

2006-07-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sorrie. i tink im over crazy over tkband. OMG! CONGRATS! U GUYS DID A GREAT JOB. yay! 3 CHEERS FOR URSELF! hahahaha. and loads of congratulations, hugs and love to my band frens! mostly fafa, jolene, rico, and many more lah. hahaha.

Today i took 162 pictures. hahaha. ok nvm. i shall just post some of them.

They had a hard time polishing their instruments.

Nigel and me!

so thats how my council frens welcome me to the stadium. nice posts. hahaah.

Can u imagine how strong was the heat at the stadium?? lol. Gladys's sweets melted. HAHA.

Jonathan holding the TK flag. lol.

They were making lots and lots of noise. oh my. My ears were hurting.

I caught them red-handed!! hahaha. gotcha, clare and daffy!

acting emo and tired. nubbad. can qualify for drama. hahaha.but amirul was singing so well to us.

someone was missing someone. haha kidding. siting looked as blur as usual.

Frens 4 ever.. LOL.

ooooooops. i forgot to mention that those few pics above are fighting scenes. NC16. lol. random shots. so cool. Its okay to have husband and wife quarelling and fighting with each other. yeah?

Okay. im tired. gonna catch some sleep. Tmr then i'll update and upload the rest of the pics kk?

Btw, this entry is PART 1: HANDPHONE PICS.
Visit my blog tmr for PART 2: CAMERA PICS. hahahahaha.

2006-07-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TKBAND! WOOHOO!

haha okay. i guess i wun type too much. gonna upload pics and more pics. Pictures worth more than a thousand words, about my life and frens. lol. Okay. Firstly, CHOIR CAMP 2006. I post up the more interesting ones lah. =] cant possibly upload all 200 pics i took right? ahha.

Olivia missing her boy boy in another school. Dun tell u who. HEH.

Learning farewell party song performance. lol. im sort of a coordinator. ;]

Jessie and Shearen were tired. haha after a whole day of ecology stuffs. Celine (extreme right) seemed energetic. coooool!

Xinghui being emotional. lol. Shuhan was licking her fingers? lol. and that emilyn being too shy infront of a cam. =D

Chengwei spilt something. and he will go repeating to me," zhengjun, you see nothing right?" hahahaha.

Wanswen must be damn tired. haha. on our way to CCAB. olivia was excited. and after we went there, we werent excited anymore. bleah.

CHEEESSEE!! and wanswen spoiling the picture again. hahaha. she was sleepy. zzzz...

Waiting for ms ho to get our syf recording cds. =)

Shixuan and I were watching the band practising. We kept praising the band. haha. TK band rocks!

Istilah preparing for the halloween party. oooh scary.

Dorea calling for help. lol. She's so poor thing. Being sabo-ed so many times lah. haha.

THANK YOU GUYS SOOO DAMN MUCH.

No prize for guessing who is the ghost in the picture. She was scratching her leg? hmm HAH.

I broke a rule. I entered the girls' dorm. hahaha.

SPOOOOKY!

Security checks. oh my. Do we look like terrorists? >.<

Although its just a piece of paper plate, i still appreciate it a lot. Thanks loads to ruhui, dor, shuning, emily, lilian and joycelyn. =)))

2006-06-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today was another horrible day. Lessons were okay. Chemistry practical was fun. I got scolded by Ms Lian cus i left my wsh in the chem lab. I got scolded by Mrs tan cus i left my Chem wb in the class. -.- im really a super big sotong. Choir practice? Forget it lah. I sort of got a prediction or i sensed that something is gonna happen during choir prac. Esp if mr kwei is there. I intended to go for the HCL lesson, but mdm ng kept asking us to go for choir practice.

I went to COE to put my bags and took my scores. I rushed to the music room. And when i opened the door, i saw many choir ppl lying down on the floor and mr kwei teaching. I immediately laid down. Then something happened. Its like... err.. mr kei suddenly flared his temper. I felt so omg lah. hahaha. Not sure if he's angry because i came to choir late. Came at wrong time. We got out of the music room and assembled at COE.

After choir, choral fest ppl must meet mdm goo. Just realised that my olvel chi listening comprehension clashed with my choral fest schedule. FREAK. why must everything be so packed?! Waited for siting and wanswen cus they got com meeting. Then we practised choral fest songs. Went home and zzzzz.

I just read someone's blog. and i actually had LOADS of comments to make. but haiss, nvm. make peace not war. =]

2006-06-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

You guys made my day (: I shall name all. Siting, FaFa, Shearen, Fionn, qingshan, cas, jianyong, hwee san, nandeesh, amos, lem, mdm rubina, ms ang, olivia, wan swen and many more lah. =]

lol. Today was a fun and tiring day lah. My eyes were like going to shut, during lessons. Had to use my fingers to open them. haha. Learnt congruency triangles. FUN. Mrs huang was nice and lame. hahaha but lame is good. Let me share with you something that she had said.

SSS = shit shit shit
SAS = shit and shit
AAS = anywhere, anyhow shit

Then left one more property: RHS. The whole class couldnt think of anything. But unexpectedly, she thought of something.

RHS = real hard shit

OH MY. I was laughing my ass off lah, for about 10 mins. hahaha. After school, me, shearen, jy and hwee san took a taxi to pp and took another taxi back to school. Fun but waste of money lor. hahaha. Had to rush to pp to collect the cakes, and rush back to school for ecology course.

Btw, i hate farewell. just felt like crying when someone is leaving, especially someone who is close to you. Or rather, someone you like/ love. Right? lol i wun mind if someone i dislike is leaving. But.. this time.. it's mdm rubina. Mother rubina. The teacher who interest me in Biology. A mother who made my days for the half year. she made an impact in my life. A teacher that i'll never forget. A mother that will always live in my heart, tho she wun be around teaching us anymore. Thank her and ms ang for everything. Mdm rubina gave a short speech. So touching.

hahaha i still can rmb those days that we had. During ft contact time, bio lessons and even CE lessons. This ecology programme that we had to go to forests, was a good experience for me and us. i'll miss all those compliments she made about my handwriting and biological drawings. i'll miss all her "funny-scoldings" and punishments (eg standing outside the classroom). I'll miss having her as my examiner for SPA. Hope she'll visit us more often. All the best for her. 3A rocks.

oh ya. Today, the class was in a mess. as in tables and chairs. and we were superbly noisy today. Ms ang told us that she praised us infront of TKH yesterday that 3A is a wonderful class to teach. and told mr tan and mrs chee to feel free to walk past our class anytime during bio lessons. bcus our class will be in perfect behaviour. lol. But today our class were alittle naughty and noisy. Ms ang said that she wun praise about 3A anymore.

After that, she realised that she made a mistake in he ppt slides. She apologised to us about that mistake. then guess wad someone shouted? haha he shouted," Dun worry, ms ang. Noone is perfect in this world." HAHAHAHA ms ang's face immediately changed. Cant really describe her expression. Mixture of oh-my-god feeling, joking feeling and sarcastic feeling. haha. wad a wonderful class to teach. yea right.

anyways, i just got scolded by my mother. Im feeling so down now, so i didnt want to do my homework or revise. But actually, i dun have any homework lah. haha. 1st of july is coming soon. I think i'll go to the stadium early. Eat some KFC, support tkband and of course, MS HO who will be conducting the combined secondary sch choirs. =) I sincerely pray that there's no choir prac that morning.

p.s. Thanks to fafa that now im starting to keep a habit of eating breakfast. lol i used to vomit out everything i eat before 8. lol thanks so much. haha. I see lots of "$0.70 egg sandwich" in my expenditure book recently. lol.

btw, i hate rude ppl. I think you guys are seriously rude. If you are pms-ing, super vulgar or rude, omg pls dun talk to me. =]

p.s MT olevel oral exam has officially started, ooooooh. freak

2006-06-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

Long time never blog liao. lol. School has officially reopened. hahaha. cant wait for 1st july. and 3rd july. lol. anyways, yea timetable has been changed. i still prefer my previous one. These few days ive been slacking and nerding at the same time. lol. Today i went to pp with jy to buy mdm rubina's cake. We were so frightened to call ms ang. but in the end, it was okay. haha. ok tmr im so dead. SS ppt not completed yet. I shld say.. SS ppt not touched yet. hahahaha.

2006-06-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

Im lazy and im feeling lazy right now. School's reopening tmr and i've not completed all homework. haiss. and guess wad? im so lazy that i dun even want to copy homework. lol. Im lazy to go online too. So i just kept appearing offline. aiya i dun wad to blog about lah. haha. oh ya. yesterday i watched tv and saw tkband. lol. Mr kwei and vjchoir! Saw sx and loads of chub. haha. I kinda dun agree. Syf is not really a festival to show off the youngsters talents. To me, its more like a burden. I cant stand choral fest. On the next practice, most probably, the conductor Mr toh will conduct auditions and stuffs. cus he wants to eliminate ppl from the performance. Auditions sucks. and its not as if that i want to perform. I cant wait for 1st of july. I cant wait for tkband to win the competition. And the last thing i cant wait, is for pchan to declare a holiday/ half-day for us. argh. and most probably, she will declare the holiday to be on friday. which is already a half-day lah. no difference. My olvels chinese oral exam and listening comprehension is coming soon. Few more weeks. Im kind of unprepared. i cant speak proper chinese.

2006-06-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

Summary of the choir camp.

#1) Someone took my PE 50th anniversary tshirt. =(
#2) I left my shampoo in the shower room this morning.
#3) Sleeping in the canteen was fun.
#4) I lost the cap of my thumb drive.
#5) I left my Bio ecology File in my dorm.
#6) I lost a pair of socks.
#7) Choral Fest wasnt that fun after all. -.-
#8) I slept at 2am for 2 nights. No stamina. =X
#9) The performance by sec3 sops and altos turned out nubbad. Thats wad i feel lah.
#10) I love my seniors and im missing them right now.
#11) The games turned out smoothly =] Great job by games com. Tedious planning.
#12) The farewell party was okay? hmm not sure. Hope that the sec4s had fun.
#13) 'Shutter' was scary. Tho i watched only 45 mins of it, and i tink i covered my eyes for 35/45 mins.
#14) I had fun cleaning flour. Not kidding.
#15) The choir camp was fantastic.
#16) Nightwalk was lame. lol.
#17) THANKS SO MUCH TO THE SENIORS. Thanks for ur words. Thanks for ur gifts. Thanks for those wonderful memories you gave me for these 3 years. Thanks for everything.

2006-06-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Im ready to leave home (: lol not THAT way of thinking. lol. i know wad u are thinking lah. im so smart! lol. anyways, tml my whole family going overseas, except me. so pathetic. nvm. Got the chance to stay at my cousins' house. yeah. but i haven pack finish. lol. sian.

Today had choir com meeting again. But this time, its with mdm goo. lol. Settled quite a lot of things. blahblahblah. Fafa! Cheer up man! dun worry too much kk?? =] yea then afternoon, me, fiona, cheryl lim and alex went to buy lunch for the rest. and yea after that, me wanswen and xinghui went to katong mall, with weijie and shuhan. Then shuhan went home, weijie went suntec with his date, the rest of us went to pp. and i was cheated. eh actually no. I felt cheated but i wasnt cheated. I was just so stupid in using some damn machine which con ppl money. and bleah, cheated me 4o bucks. wah i feel so dumb now lah. So useless and haiss nvm. Went to concourse with ws and xh. Felt so depressed along the way.

Ate at burger king. Bought some party stuffs. eh its ws and xh bought some halloween stuffs. haha quite cute lah. as for me, i bought chocolates to gorge myself to death, but haven die yet. ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH! i feel so soooo angry! then now my com kept hanging and lagging. sian. Tmr is gonna be a fun day? hope so lah. Might be going ecp jogging. cool! lol.

This is a pic of my desktop. From the pic, u can tell that im an untidy and messy person.

and i just checked my acelearning maths quizzes rankings. and wow, my level rank was 202. cool right? yeah i tink so too. LOL im so sadistic.

Dear readers (at least 2 ppl read my blog right? hope so.), i will be away till sat, so im not sure if i can blog. but oh well, i promise to blog a bloody long entry after i come back from camp, provided i finish my school work lah. =] haha happy holidays. Last week left. hahaha.

TKChoir camp HERE I COME lol.

2006-06-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

Random pics that i've took recently.

Fionn! hahaha. We were in the same train. She was at the train head. I was at the train end. god. i managed to reach her after much squeezing.

omg wad happened to their faces?!

Fionn digging her nose with her damn-long fingers?? hmm. hahaha seemed like. =X im so dead if she sees this.

Our section leaders. Our music leaders. omg. Im so proud of alto! lol. anyways, faith's vocal training was really nubbad lor. Could feel that the juniors are improving. haiss altos need seniors like her to improve.

hahahaah i dunno wads nigel doing. Maybe he felt tired after playing with amirul. hahaha.

Changing hairstyles rock right? hahaha.

Vocal training with fiona, shuhan, emilyn and felicia. lol i went to help. hahaha demonstrating was fun. =X kidding. =]

Got the meaning of CAPTURE THE MOMENT? wahahahhaha. Shuhan seemed so happy, clapping her hands! wheares emilyn's face seemed.... buay song (not happy). hahaha.

2006-06-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Omg. This morning i spent 4 hrs on a stupid amaths holiday assignment. And i still could not finish the paper. haisss. Thats how bad my amaths is. hahahaha. anyways, for the past few days my eyes were very itchy. I kept rubbing. and today, when i looked into a mirror, i saw an eyelash sticking on my eyeball. and it seemed like my eyeball is slashed. lol. I thought that i'll go blind. =X in the end i managed to take it out carefully. Dun try, it's pain. Left about 2 days or so before sequence of events start. During that period of time, i wun be at home. Either in school or my cousins' house. Im currently having difficulties doing farewell party stuffs. argh. okok gtg do my homework le. =] Good night!

p.s. oh ya. Wanna noe how this year's syf opening ceremony theme song sounds like? go to this blog: http://jus-turquoise.blogspot.com/ . LOL personally, i feel that teresa sounded better than zhiyang. lol. But both of them are really good. I want the tkchoir version of reaching beyond. HAHA.
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Reaching beyond.
Version 1: TKChoir
Version 2 [finale]: HCI Choir, CSS singers zhiyang and teresa.

Our lives are full of dreams
Waiting to come true
Follow this highway of hope
And see where it takes us to
We can push the dark clouds away
Reach for skies of blue
Further we'll be searching and soon
We'll all be reaching so high
And I'll be soaring with you

With every step we are moving ahead
We'll go beyond the clouds and the stars
To a world where dreams are realised
A land of inspiration
Beyond the skies

Imagine where we can go If we all can fly
We'll count the stars in the sky
As we fly and fly so high
We can reach beyond what we know
And learn something new
Further we'll be searching and soon
We'll all be reaching so high
And I'll be soaring with you

With every step we are moving ahead
We'll go beyond the clouds and the stars
To a world where dreams are realised
A land of inspiration
Beyond the skies

With every step we are moving ahead
We'll go beyond the clouds and the stars
To a world where dreams are realised
A land of inspiration
A brand new destination
We'll reach beyond

We're reaching up high Reaching Beyond the Skies!

2006-06-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

hey. im very busy at this moment. can blog a short post only. had choir this morning. help the sec2 altos vocal training in the afternoon after choir ended. Went to KFC and ate 2 chicken. Came back home and started editting pics. Gosh its so difficult. Nvm. ya thats all. I need ruhui now. =[ lol she has all the stuffs that i need urgently.

2006-06-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today was quite fun. i dun want to go into details lah. Morning i went for a haircut with my cousin. Afternoon went to suntec city with fionn, jianyong, qingshan and cass. Watched garfield 2. lol. it was fantastic. Then went arcade. Shopped around. Ate sushi. Took some photos and waited for 3 trains b4 i can get inside. Kena accidentally slapped by cass. =X Yeah thats all.

Yeah us. Kah chee is missing. Otherwise its one big family. lol. Me and my stupid haircut. Dun laugh infront of me. lol. anyways, qs looked mature. lol. Mentally? hmm i duno. HAHAHA!

The girls insisted in taking this pic. -.- lol.
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Add on: p.s. All the best to seniors who are applying dsa for vjc.! Esp ruhui, dorea and shuning.

2006-06-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

OMG. i felt so bad now. cus ruhui smsed me at about 6pm and i replied her 3 hrs later. so sorrie! my hp batt flat just now. okok this made me realised that i haven replied any of the tags in my tagboard since god knows when. oh no. im so sorrie. okok i go reply now. =(

Fionn [2805]: hahahaha i wun allow you to come my house de lah. haha want to come my house wreck havoc? wait nong nong lah. =X haha.

Apple3 [2905]: hahaa yeah man! The recording rocks so much that im singing reaching beyond and myraid of colours everyday. hahaha. I miss miss ho.

Jac [2905]: No prob lah. =)

Rachel [2905]: Yo! hahaha yeah they typed that. aiya nong story lah. Explain to you some other time yeah? and of course we look alike. Face so round. -.- hahaha.

Syjia [2905]: hello syjia! hahaa yeah the p6 camp was fun! Hope next year we can continue to help.

Faith [2905]: hey faith! lol yeah i'll link you soon.

Fionn [3005]: haha CHEY! You cheated. lol. btw, teacher wun find out de lah. No worries. =]

Vera [3105]: No prob ya? lol and u looked really sad during band pracs.

Anonymous [0206]: I know. HAHAHAH!

Mendy [0306]: hahaha you also very busy mah. Anyways, amazing race entry was blogged liao. My team won the race!! haha.

YC [0406]: haha yeah sent you ur pic liao.

apple3 [0406]: Sotong ar.. you must be very bored. Sing all the way to my blog ar.. haha

Miromozibang [0406]: hahaha THANKS! aiya u shld get urself a blog too. Latest trend -.- lol.

Alexandria [0406]: hahaha yeah thats you!! so emo hor? lol.

Syaq [0406]: hahaha nolah i didnt call u a camwhore. I was referring to others. haha.

Rodd [0406]: No prob! wah luckily someone reminded me of ur birthday. haha.

Jenn [0506]: Heys. we miss Ms Lian. Right on!

TK [0606]: hahahahaha. No prob. Heard that u very naughty in NZ har.. haha.

Koalabear [0706]: haha relac lah. The pic is not that ugly also right? =X And u threaten ppl very scary de leh. lol.

Apple3 [0806]: hahahah sorrie. Its a little distorted. cus i dunno how to scale down the picture properly. lol.

Mendy [0806]: HAH yeah you are righht. Faster go console ur koalabear. lol.

Selena [0906]: HEY haha someone so pro in making crystals hor? lol. Cya soon in science lab.

Apple3 [0906]: haha yeah. I MISS 2A SOO MUCH. =( yeah thank you so much of bombing me. lol. NZ ppl will laugh when they see this lah. BOMBING. -.-

Koalabear [1306]: hahaha called already. Ur father picked up the call leh. =X

Fionn [1406]: LOL wah u called urself a freak ar? or issit u call me freak? LOL. Yeah bad day is nice =) but i love good day. haha im lame.

HAHA yay! End of replying tagss. I realised more and more ppl love "because of you". lol. This song is like years ago. And i just heard of the song now. All thanks to siting, daffy and clare. lol.

2006-06-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

You know wad? I just realised that june hols are coming to an end. hahahah. Today i did nothing meaningful lah. I could just lie down on my bed for hours thinking of many troubles. hahaha. Wanted to do my homework, but im too lazy le. how? i really feel like a slacker now. Next week, everything's gonna be in a rush. lol. So many events next week. Choral fest, Bio ecology programme, choir camp + farewell party. Wah can die man. Jy said that he's going to do his homework during the choir camp. lol.

Oh ya. Before i forget, today i dreamt of a very weird and scary dream. I dreamt about my choir conductor. lol maybe its because syf audition is coming. Anyways, the dream went like this. Disclaimer: This is only my dream. Its fiction okay. Conductor = he

It was my bithday party. I invited the entire choir to my house. (My house cant even squeeze 30 ppl lah.) He came too. I kept staring at him, because he kept cleaning the window of my room. At that time, i must be mad. I thought of pleading him to transfer me back to alto. I wanted to ask him why he love my window so much and intended to lend him a helping hand. Just then, siting stopped me. She said," You shldnt help him. bcus from wad i heard, he's in love with household chores. He may get angry because you stopped him from cleaning the window." (Dun ask me why is this dream so weird. In fact, all my dreams are weird.) So i went up to him and begged,"Mr ____, can i transfer back to alto? I really love alto alot. Im willing to do anything if u let me transfer back to alto." He ignored me and went to the garden downstairs to water the plants. (=X dun ask me why again.) He finally replied me. "How dare you interrupt my conversation with the plants!" I looked down, feeling scared. After watering the plants, he said to me," If u can sing the whole dum belle song loudly till the sky rains, i'll let u transfer back to alto." So i agreed. I sang and sang. Sang 2 times. But still haven rain. Felt awkward lah. Cus choir is all about blending. Singing alone is weird.

Wanna know how the dream ended?

HAHAHAHA. =X Siting helped me. You know wad she did? She splashed a pail of water down on his head, from above(my house). OH GOD. Just then, i woke up, sweating like mad.

okokok i've been bombed to do some quiz thingy. lol. since im bored, i shall do it. lol.
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-3 schools I went to:
pap, pvps, tkss

-3 things in my handbag:
-.- I have no handbag.

-3 things I do when I'm stressed:
Chat with frens like fAfA or siting, keep doing assessment books, bang the piano!

-3 places I go on a daily basis:
My house, my grandmother's house, my school. lol.

-3 favourite fruits:
Watermelon, honeydew, mango. =)

-3 names I go by:
i dunno. lol. But i heard ppl calling me zeejay and Mr Yellow. =X

-3 of my favourite food:
Cookies, pizza, sushi. (aiya basically the same as sotong)

-3 things I'm wearing right now:
Shirt, shorts, specs. (lol this qsn is retarded. wad if i say im not wearing anything? LOL)

-Who is in the house with me?
My parents, my sister and zhengjun

-Who am I thinking of right now?
My choir seniors =)

-Who did I last talk to on the phone?
Sotong!

-Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
haha aiya wadever lessons i go, its sotong who sits beside me.

-Who was the last person I uttered "Love" to?
cant rmb who. even if i rmb, i wun tell u =P

-Who do I wish I am with right now?
MY cousins, siting, amirul, weijie, wanswen, fAfA, hassy, amalina!, ruhui, dorea, faith, chengying and many more lah. oh ya, still got shixuan, marie and wanting. =]

-Who gets on my nerves most in school?
Ppl who are rude.

-Where is my phone?
Just infront of me. connected to the com for charging the battery.

-Where do I sleep?
on my bed.

-Where is the place I took a ride to?
i dunno. lol.

-What was the last thing I ate?
Dinner ate me.

-What colour shirt am I wearing?
White collar tee.

-What is the closest item to me that is blue?
My specs?

-What do I like most about school?
My good frens and some best seniors.

-What is my favourite colour?
Sky/ ocean blue. lol. im so picky.

-What do I wear most often, jeans or shorts?
shorts.

-What was the last movie I watched?
The omen.

-When did I start school?
wah this qsn so lame leh. I started school 1 month ago. u believe?

-When did I last go to the Mall?
2 days ago.

-When did I last burn something?
lol CRYSTALS!

-3 bloggers to do this:
1) Daphne! [lol. but currently, she abandoned her blog liao]
2) Shearen [miss her a lot, my dear fren.]
3) Faith [lol actually i was thinking of seniors. but so many seniors abandoned their blogs liao.]
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Yeah thats all for today. This afternoon i watched this show called "The nutty professor" lol. It was great. okokok i lazy to blog liao. Tmr im going to cut my hair. Or maybe style my hair. hahahahaha. Looking forward to tmr. =)

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!

2006-06-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was boring. Came to school at about 930am. Then we played a little of the song that we will be performing for farewell party. at 10, i had to go and make crystals. lol. Crystals are not for you lah. For Mr Tan =X. Nigel went with me for a little while. lol. Took the staff's elevator. So fun. =X My crystals turned out alright. lol its bigger than what i imagined. Then me and siting had to remelt the crystals. Took a super duper long time to melt the crystals lah. Sijia and Selena were there too. Later amirul came to slack lol. and to entertain us. later water fight in the lab lah. gosh! hahaha. But im not that childish. i didnt play. HAHA lol.

yeah so i sorta missed the whole com meeting. and hmm i really didnt know what happened. Some ppl were a little unhappy issit? Oh well, we shld learn to compromise mah. And accept new ideas. And most importantly, logical ideas. Like wad fAfA said, if we let the band play those games, they sure blame and complain about the com/organisers de. Dun be offended. yeah heard that amirul was very scary during the meeting. lol see lah, he never listen to me. He shld talk nicely and patiently to the other com ppl. lol.

When i was melting crystals, i took a break and visited the other com ppl. lol. They seem to be having fun blowing pingpong balls and flour. hahaha. the goggles so cute and.. Omg, whole face can turn white lor. =) seriously, i hope that the camp will be the most exciting one ever. lol. tho i wun be participating in any day activities. luckily ar.. save me all those running and completing of tasks.

After that, me and siting continued to sing to our crystals. lol perhaps sing too much until the crystals crack inside =X after melting all the crystals, we walked out of the school. on the way, i saw fAfA! hahah and all the other band members. lol. I didnt know they were having camp lah. shit im suppose to buy some stuffs like food and chocs for fafa, jolene, rico and all. haha. Went to pp. cant decide what to eat, so in the end, i suggested to go macs. Oh my.. So many tk ppl in the macs. Saw berlin, kok tong, 4A chengying, fiona, shuhan and the games com ppl. After much eating, I walked around with siting and amirul. Went to MPH =) haha love the entire shop lah. oh we saw OM and his son there. HAHAHAHAA.

UNO game is NOT lame okay. lol. Some of u might think that its lame, when you see me carrying the stupid uno attack machine around. lol but yea, uno is fun. Played uno with siting and amirul beside HDB flats. lol. No comments about the game lah. Siting ganged up with amirul to sabo me. But siting really very unlucky. Many cards kept firing to her. hehe. Took bus 15 to my cousins' house. And slept there. Played uno with my cousins. hahah fun fun fun. Watched tv, blog-hopping and nights out.

You know what occasion is today?? ITS MUSIC DAY. lol. okay im crapping. but in my personal world, today i declare today the music day. lol. practically, i stayed my cousins' house to play the piano, listening to music, finding music scores, Figuring chords and more. lol. Did a bit of hw lah. Chemistry wsh done. Left maths wsh, amaths wsh, chi book review, english essay, ss project and my tuition hw. hahaha. I felt bad. cus on sunday, siting asked me to do my hw. I told her that i will be chiong (work hard) from monday onwards. And yeah, 2 days had passed, with more than half my work not done. This is "great"!

Wanted to go for the games com meeting lor. I wanted to help out. and yeah, i got some really interesting ideas also. but haiss. 3 reasons i didnt go: 1) The venue issnt in school 2) I was lazy also lah. 3) I scared ppl will think that im extra. haha. But still thank nigel for being such a cute junior. lol. he even wanted to fetch me from school. lol. but too troublesome le, nvm bah.

hahaha shuxian jie taught me some really nice pieces. lol. got richard clayderman's, mozart's, beethoven's, and my favourite songs! like "because of you" and "bad day"! haha had a fun time figuring the chords with her. lol her piano skills are really great. and of course, i cant play the whole song of the songs that i learnt. 1 symphony piece composed by beethoven is more than 8 pages lah. siao. But i still feel proud of myself, learning about 20 bars of them? =] oh ya. i know how to play the intro part for"because of you". argh i feel so high after playing piano. sSo nice, so wonderful. hahaha i also tried to learn the choral fest songs. I bet now none of the choral fest sops and altos have learnt yet lor. haha. Gotta arrange at least 2 days to learn up the songs, including farewell song.

So sad. My entire family going overseas when im having choir camp. lol. so sad lah. They will be having lots of fun. But i'll be having lots of fun also! okok, i hope. lol. oh ya. btw, i've placed songs in my blog! lol its just below the tagboard. feel free to listen to my favourite songs. lol.

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Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, you felt so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die I
heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
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p.s. oh dear. i owed ppl a lot of presents i tink. cant rmb who's birthday coming le. lol.
p.s. 8 more days to choir camp 2006. AHH.
p.s. you know why nowadays i dun dare to say the full name of Mr tan (chem teacher, science HOD of tk)? cus i dreamt about him. lol. My dream was.. He was having a discipline talk in the audi with sec3s. He showed the whole batch my blog. He found it thru google search and he scolded me infront of everyone. u know why? cus it is rude to type out his whole name. lame right?

2006-06-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey! im gonna blog abt yesterday. haha had a wonderful time with the KAWAIINEHS. Is the spelling correct? aiya heck lah. haha. yeah. I met amirul at the tanah merah mrt station first. Then we proceeded to Changi Airport. Waited very long for the other 3 frens to come. hahhaha chatted quite a while with him. and i just realised something. im not sure if i can type it here not. aiya better not. =) after like 20 mins, wanswen and siting finally came.

hahaha amirul and his recently favourite pose.

My cam so scary meh? lol all of them were hiding from it.

amirul and siting! They make a lovely couple yea? Chubby and short =X hahaha kidding.

On our way to terminal 1 to meet weijie. The escalator is really damn long lah. yeah took the sky train to terminal 1. I've not visit my dear airport for so long le lor. haha. Changed a lot. Lots of new shops and stuffs. You shld go see someday.

hahaha saw weijie. After that, we decided to walk around for a while lah. since it's still early. 4:30 pm.

lol had to take skytrain back to terminal 2. but in the end, we walked there. hahaha fun! haiyo siting, wanswen, weijie and amirul so childish lor. haha love to step on each other shoes and trip each other. hahahahaha.

too amazed about those pathetic few planes that we viewed.

Reminded me of the prague trip with tkchoir. ='( We took our group photo exactly there in the pic above.

hahahahahah cool?

lol amirul was typing out our orders. just for fun only. dun be like wanswen who thought that he was sending the sms to 1800 - swen- sens. lol.

wan swen and siting shared this. yummy.

Me, amirul and weijie ate this. hahaha wan swensens food very nice. =)

haha 2 guys fighting for a sotong?

Princess koalabear! haha we teased her until like siao lah. When here father called, she was like groaning," papa.. my frens bullied me." haha.

Earthquake!!

Princess was faking angry. hahaha. Somemore added pepper and salt into me, amirul and weijie's drinks, when we went to the toilet. whoa. amirul wanted to please princess, so he went to drink it. =X

Siting so scary.. hahahaha. had a lot of fun singing choral songs there. haha. i love ave verum and o magnum. lol.

We rock!

Many foreigners watching fifa world cup. hahaha. reminds me of fAfA! haha long time never see her liao. miss her a lot. hehe.

lol. siting. sotong. satang. sutung. seteng. hahaha. oops i was testing out the vowels. =P

hahahhaha love these guys. anyways, i reached home at about 10.30pm. lol. amirul was very scared. cus b4 that we were talking about horror movies and stuffs. spooky. haha. Me, amirul and weijie had a conference talk together on the phone. lol. amirul too paranoid lah. haha. me and siting were very worried about him. lol.

Tmr have crystal making again and camp com meeting. hope its an effective one bah. yay tmr is gonna be fun. then i'll stay at my cousins' house for a night. btw, i just attempt daphne's quiz thingy.. and email that she sent. so damn funny lah.
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One wonderful summer day at Changi Airport you see the most lovely creature you have ever seen. Her name is _____ , and every move she makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend Si ting and say, "Wow, that has to be the most cute body I have ever seen." Suddenly, she looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! she says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so hardworking , and was wondering if you'd like to go to Music Room with me and sit down and do homework ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, "You are such a loser " and go with them. When you finally get to Music Room , she moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a Book hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

It reads: "_____ is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. she will ask you out in
8126**** days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 8126**** years!"
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lol i wun type that girl's name here. hahahaha. =P you wun noe how it turns out like that unless you try, ahaha. They ask simple qsns and i answered using the underlined words. anyways, its sick lah. wanna have a try? go to this website and have fun! =) http://www.love.2loop.com/

2006-06-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

I feel so energetic now. hahahaha. im suppose to be sleeping now. lol. Had a very tiring day. Last night was super fun. Played uno with some of my cousins till about 12.30. =) This morning i woke up at 9 and the crystal making thingy starts at 10. Saw loads of npcc ppl in the canteen. lol today was their prize presentation or something. ok yup. here goes some of the pics.

Made some new frens today. Timothy, daniel, selena and sijia. =) oh ya. and shao jun. haha had fun singing choral songs in the lab with siting.

Get the meaning of auto stirring? hahahah. coool!

Saw some maths paper beside the drain. wanted to pick them up, but haiss nvm. lazy.

Chee yang. okay i dun really noe how to spell his name. hahaha.

THE difference.

hahaha i was getting a little impatient le. lol there were only me, siting and mrs tan in the lab.

i left the lab at around 3. lol waited for daffy for 8126 years. so i took some pics of the npcc ppl.

whoa. its so cool lah. hahahaha. i was with jiamin, taking photos. The npcc thingy finished at 4pm. I waited for 1 hr. gosh. haha.

me and daffy wanted to try our luck. but in the end, we had to walk all the way to the front gate.

met amalina at the busstop! ahh i miss her alot.

Daffy shared with me her experiences at NZ. haha glad that she had fun there. lol. yeah. went for the 2A outing. hahaha only the 7 of us. buw nvm lah. had a lot of fun. hahaha. i miss 2A.

hahaha watching jiahsien playing para para. i can laugh until siao lah. Daffy was like.. kneeling on the floor laughing. hahaha.

hahaha tk acting cool..

This game is fun. The irritating mace. hahaha. Me and daffy screamed like crazy mad cows..

I suggested eating cup noodles for dinner. haha everyone followed me. lol its cool lorh. Fun, yet romantic. hahahaha.

hahahaha having fun yea? crap a lot with them. lol although its crap, but i still love talking crap with them. and i really hope if there's really a 2A bbq, all the 2a ppl must come kk.

haiss. my mother just scolded me. lol. i didnt really study these few days. everyday go out de. either go school, or go out with frens. i shld really balance my time properly. anyways, tml going to eat with my 2 brothers and 2 sisters! hahahaha. love them man.

p.s. The shortform for condominium is condo, i supposed. but definitely NOT condom.
p.s. hahaha bluetooth = blue 2?
p.s. 3A ppl who read this. Pls bring 1 buck on the 21st of june. cus im planning to buy mdm rubina's fav cake. =)
p.s. ever tried reading ur entire blog? lol i just tried. and im feeling horrible now. wanna noe why? lol try reading my entire blog. hahahaa. haiss i used to be spastic and childish. glad that i've improved.. not a lot but at least a little =)
p.s. for those who watch jewel in palace (da chang jing - korean drama), hahah go to this site and click enter. http://flash.cyol.com/product/05121802324416.swf haha have fun. good night!

2006-06-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

WHOA! the first thing i realised when i visit my blog is my tagboard is flooded with endangered animals: koala bear and sotongs. oh my god. hahahaha. okay im soo sorrie for uploading that pic lah. lol i felt so sad lah. Im like.. so much more chubby than you lor. lol i wanted to cut down the amt fats at my cheeks. hahahaha. oh ya. and dun worry lah. Very few ppl visits my blog de and its true. =) aiya u make me feel so guilty lah! hahah i'll delete it later. No worries.

yeah today is another long and tiring day. In the morning, im supposed to meet weijie at 9 in school. to give out the invitation cards. but, he was late. and was very late. hahaha hang arnd with jannah, syaq, nadia, tk and ian. Ian was like phsycho lah. kept saying that his tori (hamster) pushed the wrong button and died in an oven. lol. I tink they meant something dirty. could tell from their laughter. after that, i saw ruhui, dor, lilian, emily and ccy. haha.

The real challenge started at 10am. We were suppose to grow crystals. yeah crystal. Potassium aluminium sulphate. Its so complicated lor. But i still believe in the ability to succed. Hope me and my partner (siting) can enter the comp and get at least an award for the school? lol. I took quite a lot of pics. cus mrs tan asked me to do so. HAHAHA. but im not sure if i can publish here.. cus its for competition use. yeah. and so cool! nigel went for it too. saw lynette, shawn and more.

Me and siting felt quite bad lah. cus the others had to stirr and heat like crazy.. while me and siting had the auto-stirrer and heater. just sit there and wait for alum to dissolve. im sorrie but we had no choice also right? We still had to do double work in the end. Twice the amt of distilled water. yeah after all, we had to stayed back even later than you guys. btw, its scary when tkh stares at ppl. The same sickening look as my choir conductor. =X No offence, really.

Saw weijie and jianyong. lol. they came arnd 11. Actually i wanted to play mahjong with them de. but in the end, i didnt. =( lol. they got enuff players bah. went to pp with siting instead. lol ate a delicious meal at kfc. hahaha. Too delicious until i felt like vomitting. (too full) Later shop arnd and went to mph. haha read some books about happiness, frenship, stress managment and stuffs. lol. show u the pics later.

Im suppose to be at my aunt's house. but in the end, she's in my house. HAHA! irony. oh ya. i tink that im the most sotongish sotong in the whole world lah, besides siting. hahah. I left my calculator in the chemistry lab. oh man. tml is my amaths tuition, and i haven touch my hw. =(( and i typed the date of farewell party wrongly in the card. oh man. felt like slapping myself. can anyone lend me a helping hand? haiss. sometimes i feel that i shld just stand aside. without my help/ trouble , everything will be okay, i guess.

on my way to school... haiss wads this man?! deforestation?

hahahaha. this is my first time seeing such a BIG beaker. Bigger than my cheeks and head lah. haha.

My house.. u believe? =)

Told you.. that my house is soo beautiful le mah. Still dun believe ar?

Be happy!

Nice book. Interesting. hahahaha. To those ppl who cant lie properly like me, read this book. Can be found in mph. haha.

Seriously, i would like to be a great fren to those great frens arnd me. =)

Trust me. Its the most expensive item to buy in the whole world lah. 71 dollars for a box of diapers?!! siao.

yeah. tts all for today. tmr gotta go school again for crystal growing and going out with 2A peeps! yay! hahaha. oh ya. I was fipping the book of happiness and i found this paragraph familiar.
"If someone has offended u, it's best to either talk with them or forget about it. Dun harbour bitterness by thinking," They shld realise the error of their ways!" Ur fren may have no idea that u were offended by smth he or she did or did not do. Remind urself of the good times, love, laughter that u shared with ur fren. We all make mistakes, and sometimes we make them more often than we care to admit. in this imperfect world, its best tolearn to roll with punches, taking disappointments and irritations in stride. The chances are good that ur fren will do the same for you.

p.s. Roll with life's punches and gather no moss along the way =)

2006-06-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIJIE! lol. Turning 15 today. so old -.- haha. This afternoon, i went out with siting, wanswen, amirul and weijie. anyways, im soo sorrie jianyong. Forgot to mention about amirul and weijie. so yea, we went to marina square. Actually we wanted to watch da vinci code, but in the end we didnt. Tooo risky le. LOL jy warned us also. Cus his fren wanted to go there to risk, but in the end, cannot watch. hmm and here are some pics.

-pic too horrible to be seen-

hahahaha both of them dressed overly-mature lah. still want to blaff their way thru to watch da vinci code. HAH!

hahahahhahaha. Does she look like a stranger who is 16 and above? of course

not. =X

To surprise to see me ya? hahahahah. anyways, i was really moved and touched when i received a gift from him. lol. He bought it from NZ. thanks sooooo much.

Amirul and weijie outside the cinema discussing which movie to watch.

and in the end, we watched the omen. okay la, not as scary as other horror movies. i didnt scream, not even once. lol. so its safe for everyone to watch. So bad lah, i had to sit at the side, which is scary. During the movie, i kept having the feeling of someone sitting beside me. but there's actually noone.

After the movie.. lol during the movie, they threw tissue papers arnd. lol it hit me and i was like so scared lah. =X

This is the exit of the cinema showing da vinci code. weijie went inside to check. lol actually we could just slip in and watch the movie, without buying the tix. lol. but we didnt. we have integrity. =)

ooops amirul's too shy lah. =X shy my foot. hahahaha. anyways, he was hugging a toy sheep that he bought for sotong at NZ. hahaha.

At Han's, we bought a cake to celebrate weijie's birthday! lol. we are nice ppl. =X but such a pity, amirul didnt want to eat. cus the shop is not halal certified. haiss. oh well, we played with candles and lighters. hahahaha.

whee everyone was soo happy. hahahaha.

Weijie making a wish... maybe the wish is to be frens 4ever? hahahaha. i told him to wish that =X

hahaha i seemed so extra lah. 2 chairs beside me. lol. nvm i can be the table. =)

yeah we went bowling, since there's still a little time. Amirul won again. hahahaha. anyways, in the pic, he sit too stright liao.

Seemed pro, but actually its not lor. haha all of us all tyco de. depend on luck more than skills for bowling.

siting shld be honoured to have 2 shifu-s beside her guiding her how to bowl. lol. She used to be quite good, but today suddenly, she seemed like she forgot how to bowl le. lol.

hahahaha. Amirul! acting cute only lah. hahahah. kidding. =)

After bowling, we went for some shopping. i wanted to go home lor, but aiya they still want to continue to shop, so in the end i went with them. Talked about choir camp and we really think the amazing race aint gonna work. so maybe changing the style or format will be slightly better? im so sorrie. oh ya. I WANT NIGHTWALK! and i hope that there's still nightwalk. =) sometimes its good to follow the tradition bah.

i shld be awarded the "most observant award" lah. i've always been observant de lor. eg, i know who likes who (hint hint) and who cut hair, who changed specs and stuffs. haha. and gosh, i picked a 50 dollar note. hmm actually i wanted to donate the charity or use it for sec4 farewell party. hahaha. then weijie and wanswen came up with so many logics lah. hahaha. wad karma and stuffs. But i tink siting is right. We shld not use it, cus we might lose something else. =( so yea, haven decide how to use the money. Temporary this note is kept with weijie.

p.s. i editted the pic. lol i was afraid that some ppl might misuse this pic. scary.. haha.

yay! had a wonderful day with those guys. =)

lol sometimes i wonder if i used this hols wisely and meaningfully. lol. tmr gotta go school again. yay! i miss school. hahaha. had to give out the invitation cards liao. and tmr im going to make crystals with siting. hahahaha a long and tiring day ahead. Good night!

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY! (i tink so. =X)

2006-06-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

OH god. Today is such a boooorrrrrriiiiinnnnggg dae lah. hmm i woke up at around 7.30? And went bacl to sleep again. Then i woke up again at 10. Then went to sleep again and woke up at 12.30pm. Great yea? :) am to pm. anyways, today i only touched on 1 page of my amaths homework. I was so frustrated when i cant find a pencil. so yea, cant be bothered to do homework. Pencil is my most essential thing i need for homework. I was quite unlucky too. Went to the minimart shop downstairs to buy a packet of sweet. And when i came back, i realised that the expiry day is just.. tmr? wah i felt cheated. oh well. nvm. Just had maths tuition. I got most of my venn diagrams questions wrong. =(

oh ya. some pictures we took during the syf recording, as promised. =) Taken from different sources. hahaha.

as usual, i was sleeping. hahaha. look at olivia's face! soooo red. lol.

The altos syf recording team. and oh my. i looked retarded.

I look like a flirt. eeew. haha, but im not okay.

TK TB! lol i'll join u guys soon.

WE ROCK!!! and look. im sort of easily to be spotted. the only one wearing full uniform. lol.

I'll miss this place loads.

yeah.p.s. Happy birthday pei wei and pin lang! and welcome to spore, to those ppl who went to NZ for leadership training, or rather, holiday. lol.

2006-06-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

yeah just finished tuition. Learnt about sets and venn diagrams. hahaha quite fun lah. oh ya. there's a qsn i found in my assessment book. quite cool..

The numbers of members who participated in Band, Drama and Choir are 24, 25 and 22 respectively. 7 members joined Band and Drama but not choir, 8 members joined Drama and Choir but not band. 3 membvers joined Band and Choir but not Drama. 11 members joined in just 1 of the 3 ccas. The number who participated in all 3 activities is denoted by x. Find (i) x, (ii) the total number of members. hahaha so cool. How i hope im one of the lucky 3 who participated in all 3 ccas. =X lol.

Just called Xinghui to ask her to list all the sec4s choir member for me. haiyo. xinghui cannot read names de. hahahahhaa. She will give the chinese names or surnames of the ppl instead of their addressing name. Eg.. weiliang, yongzhi, jayakunar and many more. lol give me heart attack leh. lol. where on earth am i going to find their pics? but luckily in the end, she gave me the correct ones. okok now i gotta go find their pics. I collated some of them le. Left those that im not really familiar.. like esme, de wan.. lol. tml is words and arts pw for english. sian.

2006-06-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

[030606] Saturday
__YO! Today is really one day that i will not forget. One of the most memorable day in this month. lol. in the morning, there's shadow com meeting again. lol. Finally, i wasnt late. hahaha. When i reached school, i could see many early birds like jianyong and tenghui. lol fiona was behind me. At that time, i was still sort of angry with her bah. so sorrie. bcus of something.. yeah but oh well, i forget about it le. =) I was happy to see ruhui, dorea, and emily. lol. Ruhui was in love with sepak takraw. anyways, im very sorrie that i cant make it on monday. i got the english programme thingy "words and arts". lol sian. Had to go national museum.?!? so retarded lah.

Went to pp to eat kfc again.. lol for lunch. Met syaq, asheem and lion there. hahahaha. Then me, wanswen, weijie and all began scolding each other lah (the joking manner). esp me. =X i shouted at my top of my voice.. shouting to wanswen to walk faster.. lol. Got some ppl looked at me. lol. Took bus16 back to school. Met judith in the bus. How big can singapore be? lol.

I was the odd one out. Everyone was wearing choir tee and jeans, except for me. lol. but aiya, nvm. =) On the way there, we had some fun.. doing inproper warmups. lol. We reached there rather early. Hwa Chong instituition had no finish recording. So we waited for quite some time. I nearly slept lah. hahahaha. aNd i just realised that there are so many cam-whores in choir. lol. STeph, alex, syaq, cheryl lim, istilah.. They find everything there interesting.. hahaa. Even the window of the pathetic door, they just had to pose too. lol. i was laughing my head off lah.

I dun really have the photos. but wad i noe is that.. ms ho and mr iskandar were very nice to us. and i hope to see them soon. I felt like crying on the way back. cus all the recordings were over. =( Will i be able to enter the recording studio again? i doubt so. oh well.. i'll upload the pics tml. and.. check out for tkchoir's voice on 1st of july. Band finals and syf opening ceremony. =P

p.s. I feel really fortunate that i got the chance to try recording. Its a lifetime experience.. i'll never forget those days.
p.s. I miss amirul and daffy! FASTER come back lah. Stop enjoying at NZ. haha.
p.s. to frens who are feeling depressed these days: Always be happy. Always wear a smile. Not bcus life is full of reasons to smile, but cus ur smile is already a reason for others to smile, esp me. =]
p.s. I have no guts. I only have one. The alimentary canal. okay tts lame. hahaahha. just realised that nowadays i do admit myself that im lame. lol.

2006-06-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

[020606] Friday
__ Hey bloggy! lol today was amazing race. i wasnt really looking forward to it. lol. cus i know we had to run around the streets to find clues and complete tasks and stuffs. sian. lol. My team members were siting, hassy and shunhim. but shunhim cant attend cus he got camp. haisss. =( oh well. nvm. Siting and hassy was sort of late. lol. i was left alone for the whole of half and hour. nearly being transferred to other groups. hahahaa. b4 the thing started, i went to find mdm goo, to re-print the invitation cards. sian. changed the theme liao. lol luckily i brought 45 pieces of paper. =)

LOL jessie! the super smart girl in my class.

erfeeeeee! haha surprisingly, he became my group leader. the person in charge ofmy team for amazing race. lol. nubbad lah. nice leader.

The 2j GIRLS. lol.

whoa.. someone looked so serious when reading the map and clues given. lol. wads siting doing?! lol i had no idea.

Mr yusri and the leaders. lol. He's briefing to us the safety and rules lol. AS for me, i was starting to get excited. hahahaha.

haiss. the heat was unbearable. gosh. felt like dying. then i forgot to bring my wallet. left it in school. lol. hassy saved me life, by lending me 1 buck to buy a can of 100+. lol. We were given 18 pics. Had to find all of them and write the stated number down. so difficult lah. While walking down the streets, we had to turn our heads round and around to look for the pictures. I think we had walked for more than 10 km. 2 times of tanjong katong road, marshall and ceylon road, whole of joo chiat road (tts long!), sheng shiong and more. lol.

My ss teacher. =]

haha mr teh! a father to everyone of us in tk. =] erwin is so lucky.

omg. my team actually won the race. thats so unpredictable lah. cus we didnt manage to find all the clues. lol. we won 10 bucks voucher of ben's and jerry's icecream and 5 bucks voucher of Times bookstore. lol. tts cool. Must really thanks erfee. lol. Maybe the reason we won is bcus we completed all stations and the touching reflections that we've wrote. lol.

After that, i went to gym with my cousin. hahaha quite fun lah. Just that after exercising, i ate fried chicken wings. lol. So.. i tink the trip to the gym is sort of wasted. but oh well, it was fun, using the facilities there.

on the way to weijie's house to discuss some choir camp stuffs.

errrr.. munshi? lol. Perhaps is another girl with the same name bah. My batch got one girl called munshi in drama de. lol.

lol weijie and jianyong kicking each other. lol. Actualli i went to wejie's house to slack. lol. didnt do much la. got headache about the upcoming farewell party. lol. just looked thru the games. i felt that amazing race wasnt really feasible. im sorry to say that. but yeah.. it will be quite messy. Maybe we shld change the style and format of playing. lol. Jia you, games com!

After much fun and eating (i ate 6 oreos), we went home. oh ya. forgot to mention. louis was there too. but didnt talk much with him. yeah. tts all for that day. "Tmr" will be another long day. hahahaha my holiday schedule is soo damn packed. but oh well, i dun mind. cus its fun.

2006-06-04T11:01:00.000+08:00

[010606] Thursday.
__ Dear bloggy, today was a long and exciting day. Its a full day syf recording practice. hahahhaa. In the morning, tehre was a surprise for me. A not-so-pleasant surprise. Noone had the key for the storeroom. I panicked. I almost went crazy lah. haha. Mdm goo haven come yet. Ms toh was the in-charge, but she doesnt have the key. Jianyong and weijie has passed their keys to their successors. lol. i felt so guilty, and this had spoilt my day, certainly. Luckily, ms toh managed to find the key on mdm goo's or ms wang's table. hahaha. Wah i was sweating like a mad cow lah. Fortunately, the key was found, otherwise i nearly wanted to call nigel to come to school to pass the key, or going to his house to collect the key. =[ So wads the moral of the story? Never trust a irresponsible person like me.. and never let such person to be in the com. [me]

Stephy conducting warmups for the syf recording grp. hahahaha. She wanted to shun away from the camera. lol.

Tenor and basses. Damn bad lah. Kept laughing when any conductor address the altos as girls. so saddening. but nvm lah. im going bass anyway. to be a real man. bleah.

Fiona, cheryl and cheryl, and judith infront of me. lol. i was bored.

wonder how can i take a pic of them when the conductor (ms chua) was teaching and guiding them? haha lol the reason is bcus i became the radio boy for the day. in charge of on-ing and off-ing the radio, playing the sound tracks and stuffs. so cool. when the rest had to stand, i could sit down. lol.

ooops we sang wrongly again..

hahahaha FAFA! and her gundoo look. lol. During our lunch, it was the tkband's lunch hour too. i really admire band ppl alot. the amt of effort they put in, number of hours they spent, the volume of sweat and blood they had contributed.

HAH everyone was singing while slacking. lol.

hahahaha roo and dor. They were trying to act as nerds.. cus supposedly, the theme for farewell party was nerd. but now change liao. They so nice lor.. still come and support us (syf recording team). even tho they were quite busy.

She's the most patient and understanding conductor i have ever seen. Thank her for being so patient with us, and for enduring our nonsense throughout all the practices and recordings. Hope to see her again. most probably, on 1st july. =)

hahaha i was saying that siting's head was so much bigger than istilah's head. hahaha i was kidding lah. but both of them were sort of unwell. get well soon!

on the way to the busstop after a long, tiring day. The syf recording practices had sort of bonded us together.. I soo love my choir batch, lah!

we were singing "little david play on ur harp". haha one of my favourite choral songs. yeah.. ppl who had gone for the tkchoir concert in jan shld know. hahaha. steph was marching.

haahhaa cheryl tan. She's sucking her icecream. lol sounds wrong.

Stupid chengwei! He locked me outside the small room in the wideo world shop. argh. but luckily, there's another exit. lol. =)

Arron! ivor and tenghui. wah tenghui's palm is so big to cover almost his entire face. lol. okay fine im lame. =)

i kept contradicting myself la. sometimes i hate choir. sometimes i love choir. haiss. but i know that i love choir now. cus the syf recording had really bonded us together. frankly, i used to dislike ppl like cheryl lim. but now, i realised that i was wrong. =( sorrie. but now, i finally sort of being enlightened lah. haha. i no longer hate anyone. not even one. tts good news. lol.

Okay. Tml is a long day again. TK amazing race. Update you later. i go eat my breakfast. =)

2006-06-04T09:03:00.000+08:00

Hey! lol. im feeling quite oozy and sad now, cus syf recording is finally over. keyword: finally. I was quite sad, on the way back from the recording studio. cus im gonna miss the microphones, the songs, miss ho and mr iskandar. oh well, i'll blog on the past few days. so ya.. enjoy the pictures, tho its boring.

[310506] Wednesday.
__ hey bloggy. today was quite fun lah. in the morning we had com meeting, discussing about farewell party and the choir camp. It was abit ineffective lah. cus ppl wandered arnd, slacking.. so yea overall, no work done. In the afternoon, the HCL and some ag4 ppl had to go for chinese lessons, especially weijie. And supposedly, we had to complete the draft of the farewell party invitation card. I was quite angry bcus many of them went home. So i talked to mdm goo. and decided to do the invitation card myself. I hope the sec4s wun blame me or curse me cus the card is a little ugly? or rather, super awful. I realised that i've been actively enthusiastic about the sec4 farewell party. Pardon me pls, cus this farewell party is very important to me. haiss.

Meeting in progress..

Poor siting. She lost her voice, therefore she had to communicate using a pen and paper.

Ivor was attentive. He was taking down notes and the camp schedule during the meeting. haha. =)

Is that fiona? haha im not sure. But its someone showing off his/her muscles, or fats? =X

Ruhui!! Tkchoir and I will love her always. =]

new choir costume! errr no comments lah. i prefer the current one. Dun tell me we will be wearing those for next year's syf..

Our responsible choir teachers giving weird looks on the models (fiona and jianyong).

hahaha nigel so cute!

Alex seemed so emo. hahaha. but actually, she fell from that red seat/ bench.

yeah after all the meetings and stuffs, i had to go for the retarded oral lecture in the auditorium. hahaha the talk was okay lah. i was busy designing the invitation card and had a final touch-up for faith's present. lol i felt so bad. cus i had no glue, i gave the present to faith and asked her to glue herself. =( haiss.

Chengying and Cheryl! hahahaha. outside the audi before the chinese lecture starts.

Me and chengying! believe it or not? this is the 2nd picture we took together, so sad. haiss. for her, for ruhui, for dorea, i'll try my best to make this farewell party a memorable one.

after that, wanswen, siting and i went to bugis for a while. to past time, cus at night we got concert to attend.

hahaha siting? =X HAHAHA fine lah, its me.

err holding hand? or dancing? whoa. im "impressed".

CHOCOLATES!

woohoo he's looking at me. hahah.

b4 the tpjc concert starts.. haha i saw sx and marie too! soo happy to see them. saw jeremy, weijie, and marcus too. lol. saw marcus consecutively for 2 days. hahaha. anyways, there's something very ironical. its that.. i kept smsing frens if they want to go for tpjc choir concert, cus i had a free tix. then noone wanted. In the end, dorea's bro and shixuan needed my ticket. lol. But shixuan asked first. so i gave him. Then i gave dor's bro an empty ticket. But luckily, he managed to get into the hall. I was so scared lah. Cus i went out to pass dor the empty tix, then sort of late le. The lady didnt let us in, and wanted us to wait for intermission. lol. luckily ruhui and all managed to persuade her. haha. yea so overall, i saved 2 lives. =X hahaha.

ahaha me and weijie. The pic was took during the intermission. I was helping faith pluck flowers from nearby. bcus yingcong gave her a free tix. so faith wanted to repay him back his kindness. =) so thoughtful of her.

Ruby and her best frens, judith and charise. haha. TK choir misses ruby, esp chengwei. He admitted. =X

me and faith! i'll miss her alot after she graduates. ruhui and dorea too. =( but luckily i got all of their home add. can always send letters and cards to keep contact with each other.

Yingcong! the picture that u wanted desperately. hahaha. kidding. =]

yeah so after concert, my father fetched me home.. and i sort of did the invitation card lor. oh god. it turned out so ugly. eeek. fine. its my fault. lol. I was yawning thru out the process of making the card. weijie so good. he asked me not to do, cus he wanted to help lol. Tml is a long day. =] Had a wonderful day with seniors at the concert. Sorrie to siting, hassy and all for not sitting with you all in the concert.

2006-06-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

phew! finally i can take a deep breath. These few days i was very busy. im suppose to be at my class chalet now.. haiss. but aiya, cant spare time. anyways, gtg le. During the weekends, i blog long long entry kk? now a bit busy. Im still rushing thru the invitation card. Hope it will be nicer. =) Took a lot of pics these few days. i promise to upload all. hahaha bored u to death. lol. have a nice day tmr! i got amazing race lol. May i win. hahaha. =X

2006-05-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

ARRRGGH! i feel frustrated when i cant find things that i want. Perhaps bcus of my carelessness or smth. eeeek. now im in the process of making faith's present. Hope it will turn out nice and she will like it? hehe.

Today was a long, tiring but extremely fun day. Went to princess to watch xmen3. hahaha. I was late, as usual. We went to mac for breakfast. As i was building castles in the air, lol suddenly saw marcus waving to me. haha. Saw hi and his gf. The movie was super exciting and nice lor. hahahaha. fionn kept saying i very dramatic. -.- anyways, later cas and qingshan joined us. Then we went to jianyong's house.

There's a meeting tmr. Shld i go? i scared that i feel that im extra. Im even guilty if ppl say that im extra. lol really lor. i hate ppl who are extra. and if i think i am one, omg i will really hate myself to the core.

Fionn seemed different today. i noe why. She didnt tie up her hair. lol.

I ate hotcakes meal for breakfast. u wun wanna noe wads behind.

May i present to you leonardo da vinci's masterpiece. -__-'' fionn is bored. noone can stop her. =X

hahahaha. can guess who drew this? obviously is the same old person. =) but nubbad lah. she used to score a1 for art leh. amazing.

eeeew? curry sauce with lots of sugar. made me feel like puking.

wasssup with cassandra's hair too?

jian yong was wearing a red singapore national day tee. Can u see him in the pic, distinctly? and omg. the young girl in the pic thought that i was taking pic of her. =X

image distance = object distance? anyways, in this pic, fionn looks a bit like celine. hahahaha.

someone sleeeping in the mrt train. seriously, i can never sleep in a mrt train. i will miss the station.

some weird plant or root in jian yong's garden. lol. coool!

qingshan's actions always reminds me of mr.bea. =X hahahaa kidding.

any comments? one was bloated. another one was grumpy. yeah right. grumpy.

Actualli there are more interesting or humorous pics lor. but one of them deleted some. haiss. sian. today siting went to m'sia. lol left me alone in singapore. hahaha kidding. okay tmr have some stupid chinese lecture in the audi. gosh. ng ah noi gonna slaughter me. im suppose to hand in a hw b4 hols start. and hahahhaha.. the holidays have started. well done.

oh man.. why must everything be packed together? haiss. Tmr.. chinese lessons, concert, then on thurs, syf recording, fri- syf recording and amazing race. might not be able to go for my primary sch class chalet, damn. Last week of june.. choir camp, choral fest, bio. eeek. cant stand this.

2006-05-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

YO! Give me a splash of colours. Get the beat in you. Paint it Red! Yellow! Green! Blue! You gotta move, you gotta groove! You gotta make 'em smile. You gotta get their attention! Get shakin' and junpin', just don't stay still! You gotta move a move, till you feel the thrill!

hahahahah. i love this rap. These few days i've been rapping and rapping. hahaha. Even when i see mdm goo. lol. Today is quite a special day lah. I'll miss those frens who were going to NZ today. So far i can only think of amirul, daffy, jia hsien, kah chee, amalina, nicholas. and OH YA! Happy birthday nicholas! I got short term memory lor. I dun even know so many of my frens' birthday coming. die haven buy present yet. hahahaha. but i'll buy soon. or rather, make the present. More sincere. Liyana, Shanad and FAITH's birthday are coming soon. hahahaha.

hmmm as i was thinking, so far i received hand-made presents are from my closer friends. Siting, ruhui, dorea, chengying! hahahah and they make it until very nice lor. i was so moved. anyways, today is also the olevels chinese for the sec4s. haha Ruhui, dorea, faith and ccy jia you! Hope they can get at least an a2? So that they dun have to go for second round. Which is probably on my birthday? eeew.

This is such a typical holiday for me. As usual, i rot at home. Yesterday i went blog-hopping. Today, i watched tv almost the whole day, did a chemistry wsh.. Its only 6 pages, and guess wad? I took 2 hrs to do it. How amazing can that be. Then i called siting. On the phone for quite a while. lol. Talking to siting on the phone is always great. After that, i slept all the way until now?! lol.

Lemme show you a pic. I find it quite artistic. haha! =X

oh no. im getting bored. and therefore, dun blame me if im lame. Ppl who are bored gets lame. Not sure for others, but it applies for me. oh ya. The following paragraph is mainly for 3A ppl. anyways, do you know how i uses bio terms to scold ppl when i really get very angry? hahahahaha. its real bad. but i wun scold that fierce lah, unless you have really offended me, like shit.

Are you a mitochondria? Or are chromatin? I think both words apply you best. You are such a monoaccharide because it is because of you that caused this polymerization to be rather unhappy. This is what i call people who made me pissed. SUCCUS ENTIRICUS. Yes, you are. You lack of tripsinogen or petiole? Cant you behave like a normal serum globulin, for goodnes sake? I know sometimes I am an erythrocyte, that is why you find me irritating right? Frankly, sometimes i thought you are a pericardium, a nice hepatic friend. However, after so much cuticles, we have no kwashiorkor at all. I trachead that everything is reticulum. However, now i finally saw that everything was just an endoplasmic. You make me feel like a peptone, or even worse, an erepsin. I am totally lymphatic in you, and of course myself. I hope this haemophilia can stop right now. If I were you, i would be feeling rather aglutinated. Curse me for all u want. I have phagocytosis, therefore i will not die easily. I seem to be having a mad cow disease now, but you are to be bronch. Im feeling so fatigue now, and its entirely bcus of this venation. If you think i am a caesinogen, then what about you? Arent you a pyloric sphincter?! I know you want me to denature, but cant you just wait for the optimum time? In a nutshell, please stop being a melanogaster. And by the way, if you have realised, i've been pleading you just now. Assimilate your life and i'll deaminate as well. Be thoughtful.

hahahaha issnt that coooool? :) i can imagine my classmates laughing right now. i anyhow use the words de. dun learn okay. Those bold words are some terms i learnt so far, in bio. im not trying to be proud k. no offence yea? and oh please. Hope that ms and or mdm ruby doesnt see this. haha but i know they wun. cus most probably, they've forgotten my blog url. lol.

Mdm rubina is really leaving TK soon. I dun want to feel sad or regret, like when ms koh left the school, i didnt even know. I didnt give her anything, as an appreciation for wad she has done for me. So.. this time, im gonna do something special. i cant think of anything. So pls tag for suggestions if u have really good ideas ya!

My handphone is flooded with fionn's msgs. hahahaha. lol i hope tmr is an exciting day. Going out with some of my friends. hahaahaha. Mendy and some other frens always ask me why i love to type "hahahahaha" on my blog and when chatting with them online. LOL. to reply them, i got no idea too. But laughing is contagious and has its advantages okay. hehe. Laughing and being lame makes me happy. Makes me overcome my sorrow. =)

okay le. got quite a few presents to make. im also not sure when i'll see shanad and liyana. so i can take my time to make their presents. but oh gosh. I Think i'll be seeing my birthday senior, faith, on the 31st. Okay got to rush, making her present. haha sorrie if i forget ur birthday. cus i hardly rmb ppl's bday. unless its stuck in my brain. I know who's birthday is coming le. bcus i just went to fiza's blog and frenster. lol.

2006-05-28T11:22:00.000+08:00

yo yesterday was p6 camp and i thought it was a successful one. All thanks to the student leaders, amalina, aaysha, atiqah and istilah. They put it lots of effort just for that day. anyways, now its raining heavily outside. I too lazy to eat my lunch le. lol. I heard that some p6 students were about to cry liao, when the camp ended. Thats sad. Actually i can tell the change lor. For my grp, many of them from shy and nervous, to the end of the day, very good friends. That is really touching. Okay i took quite a lot of pics. Capture the memories, so that i'll rmb it 4ever.

We had to wake up early in the morning for this exciting event. but everything is worth it.

look at her gloomy face, =( hahahahahha. Everyone was sleepy at that moment, including me.

Syjia!! hhahahaha. She seems excited.

P6 camp tee shirt. Aaysha and atiqah designed and drew it themselves. Applause for them! anyways, P6 CAMP ROCKS.

My dear amalina addressing the p6 students. I think she's a really fantastic leader and speaker. I shld learn more from her. :)

Whoa i think there's about 70 p6 students. haha all of them are shy and nervous, except some hyperactive ones. cool!

hahahaa US. i seem to be the oldest here? HAHAHA oops kidding.

haha i saw cute nigel. He's helping out for the choral musician workshop thingy, together with other sec2 choir ppl, like fiona, and andrea.

Look how small the glue tube is. wah so pathetic lor. but im glad that the p6 students had fun, making a mini-chair, using left-over wood, plastic and metal. I had fun too, choosing nice materials for my own farewell gift to ruhui. dorea and chengying. ooops. dun tell anyone. hahaha.

hahaha my grp! and that girl in the middle really reminds me of marie when she is young. lol. the hairstyle bah.

omg wads lenny doing? using a BIG saw or knife on a small piece of wood? wah better not let any dnt teachers see this man. hehe.

in the chem lab, showing the students have can crystals grow. lol. im the ic for this. =) but luckily got nicholas to help. Nich's chemistry is superb lah. =)

Me and daffy. Our heads are glued together. lol kidding. We are the group leaders for the cream grp, or rather cookie monster group. haha.

The crystals that me and nicholas had tried out. haha cool huh? we used them as a sample to let the p6 students see.

The TAN-KEE-HOES for yesterday! hahahaa im honoured man.

The demonstration of burning of magnesium ribbon. COOL! TOTALLY COOL!

omg my head stick to daffy's head again.

haha i saw! i was referring to the food. yummy! how i wish i can eat those too. and surprisingly, it came true. hahahaha.

Cookie monsters. hahaha having some bonding games. Its fun.

hehehe amirul and syjia! Amirul looked like... a bimbo? =X

TK looked so sian lah. hahahaha. lok at jiamin. so enthu. =X

haha me and rachel. we look like siblings yeah? face so round de. lol.

MS TAN! my sec2 form teacher. she's so nice. 2A love her most. not to forget, MRS GUNA!

hahaha. victor came back to help. siting's face so white. victor's face so black. mine is just nice =D

oh god wads lim pon doing? hhaha reminds me of judith. lol.

MY group! =)=)

Berlin, who gave a wonderful speech to the p6 students.

hahaha victor!

me and amirul!! we rock lol.

We were comparing leg hair. lol. dun ask me why. lol. victor started it.

hahaha i played basketball with the choir ppl after the camp.

Glenn's hair. hahahaha. He changed his hairstyle. Me and chengwei decided to change hairstyle too. lol. Glenn's hair looks like tk's de. haha exactly the same.

The materials i took at the dnt workshop. its left-over de lor. cannot say i stole them. =)

Mrs Goh saying," P6 CAMP RULEZ!"

The day ended like that. So sad but i had a wonderful time indeed. All the grp leaders become instant celebrities. so many p6 students asked us for our email add and no. when i reach home and go online, genevieve and faith added me. lol. p6 students were indeed great. Thumbsup for them.

2006-05-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

syf recording at the studio was simply fun. hahaha. actualli, i really think our voices suckx, esp me lah. just that after some editing and stuffs, everything seems perfect. LOL. i thought it would be scary, with lots of scolding.. but its really a miracle that we didnt get any scolding, despite those "out-of-tune" or "out-of-beat" mistakes. hahaha. I saw mr iskandar. He's soo friendly. hahahaha. Spent about 8 hrs singing.. quite fun. But its scary when we had to sing section by section. Recording is not that simple lor. After wearing that ear piece, we cannot hear the surrounding sounds de. Then its like.. u got the feeling that u're singing alone. Had to depend on ourselves. saw zhiyang and theresa there too. tell u more about that later on.

Random pics.

__________ was bored. so she used the nail varnish to "paint" it on the guy's face printed on the newspaper. Guess who's the person who did that. hehe.

fAfA being a goonduu. hahahahaha. Thats weird lah. using an OHP projector mirror to check her hair. HAHAHA! nice pic.

SYF recording grp.. waiting to go into the recording studio. at that time, i was busy revising my scores. lol.

THIS IS DAMN COOL LA.

yucks im so ugly.

the recording studio. 4 mics for 4 different section and the conductor stands infront of us.

paying attentiono to wad the conductor had to say.

hurry eat!!

kind mr iskandar gave us a 5min break. haha. xinghui's face is oh-too-white, compared to the others. spooky..

aint this cool? look at those tiny keyboard-like buttons. haha feel like touching it. hahahahahaha being a dj rocks.

Mr iskandar. i dare not publish his face on my blog. scary. scared later i got caught, sued or fined haha.

can u see amirul's "manly" fingers? hahahaha.

okay thats all for today bah. tml then i post some more. hope that the pics can bring u to the atmosphere like u were really there. haha stupid amirul force me to take picture with that campus superstar, theresa. pulled my jeans until nearly going to drop. show u the pic tml. olivia (ah ma) face went red and she ran upon seeing that theresa. lol. That was really embarressing. hahaha. i purposely talked very loudly, " OLIVIA UR FACE SUPER RED LEH." =X

My june hols 1st and last week super packed. p6 camp, chinese lecture, concerts, bio course, choral fest, bio intergrated ecology programme, choir camp, farewell party, syf recording and more. sian. i feel tired. every night when i reach home, i dun feel like touching my hw or revising. slacker. haiss gotta buck up. tml had to wake up early for p6 camp. good nitez ppl.

p.s. sometimes i really feel sad bcus of my horrible voice. Im not a good singer. neither in alto nor bass. syf audition coming soon. wad to do? relearn songs lor.. and do some vocal training. and just pray hard that i will get into the syf team.

yeah, pray hard.

2006-05-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

YAY! new jeans. HAHA. just now after that syf recording practice, i went to pp alone to buy a new pair of jeans. so cool. haha. tml is the recording and im feeling scared. Im scared that i'll sort of like screw up the entire thing. esp with such lousy voice or falsetto i have.. dunno why am i in syf recording grp. anyways, haha finally i got a jeans of my own. soo happy. im suppose to buy last month de. But bcus something else attracted me.. so i forgot to buy jeans until today. hahaha.

Recently, I bought a book called "I am gifted, so are you!". By adam khoo. He's such a nice writer lah. p.s. Adam khoo's parents are neither esme nor adam. so yeah.. this book is quite interesting. It tells you how to find success. as in, how to manage ur time and stuffs. haha. I rmbd my primary school advertise this book to us b4. Just that i was too lazy then. hah i've learnt quite a lot of things.. This book motivated me to work harder. hahaha. =]

This afternoon was the collection of report book. haha it was not as scary as i thought. Mdm ruby just talked about bio and told my mother the comments given from other teachers. hahaha. quite satisfied lah. no negative comments, except yeo bee leng said that im not steady in my results. Sometimes score high, and sometimes low. so yeah, 3 teachers commented on my horrible handwriting. and others said that im a pleasant student and there's room for improvement and stuffs. so overall, not that bad lah.

Syf recording is gonna be soo scary. This afternoon we had a long and tiring practice. I love the song "Reaching beyond". haha soo nice. just that some parts the tune sounds like "para para" Heard that we're going to a place where famous singers like stephanie sun record their songs? hahahaha i shld really be honoured. if possible, i hope that i can some pics. lol.

Okay today is the last day of school. feeling quite sad. haha i'll miss all my classmates and frens. and most impt, teachers. HAHA. but oh well, i'll see them quite soon. 1 month is not long lor. Soon, school is gonna reopen.. got lots of hw to do.. but i hope i can manage my time properly and evenly.. so that i can play hard and work hard.

2006-05-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

just reached home. quite late. and now im slacking. im supposed to complete my emaths tb ex12b on alternate theorem. its my own revision but im too lazy too revise. felt guilty man.

replying of tags:
apple3 [21 May]: hahaha u dunno wad is the meaning of high ar? lol. ice cream makes me go high. lol.

celine [22 May]: yo celine! hahaha that picture of u sleeping? got ask me delete meh? but anyways, its quite blur. cant even see ur face lah. hahaha not to worry. :)

Xuan [22 May]: hi cousin!! nolah. no problemo. Work hard for chemistry kkz. im willing to help! tho my chem is not that fantastic either. If you want, i can lend you my whole stack of test papers. got MYE of 2003 - 2006. =)

Lambrie [23 May]: HAH! sx is not my cousin. and its not shixiang for my goodness sake. ahahaha. secretive means gay meh? hah then arents you gay as well? =X

Apple3 [23 May]: hymph! i tot u will help me de. =P concentrate lah. Tag my blog during da vinci challenge. haiyo naughty sial.

Miss ang [23 May]: yo ms ang. nolah u not outdated. at least u know those sms language mah. hehe. bio rocks, lol. u can always ask me to help you create blog anytime, if u want. lol.

Mdm ruby [23 May]: Hey ft. u forgot to add a "NA" at the back of ruby. lol. anyways, blogging very cool meh? hahaha u can always try it out. TK teachers very guai de hor.. haha. Cya soon!

Anonymous [24 May]: err i'll post it some other time. and who are you ar? tag with ur name next time okays. cus i might be irritated with those unknown, anonymous and u-na-med
ppl. thanks lots! =)

okay. these few days having a little headache. cus i hit the fire extinguisher on my forehead a few days ago. lol. this morning i realised that i forget to bring pe attire. today i so toot lah, like wad that sotong (change 'o' to 'i') said. haiss. amaths hw i did the wrong qsns. and i dun even know that i need to bring physics wb. argh so angry of myself.

i was super surprised that tkss choir is the only sec sch choir selected for syf recording. today i just received the choral fest scores. headache man. its like.. one song is soo damn thick. and im not going for the first training due to bio course.. im soo dead.

p.s. today daffy asked me something that made me quite sad. quite remorseful. i never hated him b4. just that sometimes i felt angry or sad as i was reminded of that incident. its been about 10 months alr? thats sad. thats long. sometimes i really thought of smsing him, or talking to him.? but i guess i dun have the guts bah. if we become good frens again, will it be quite weird? this problem has been in my mind for many days, many months. but most probably, he'd forgotten his fren, who once regarded him as his best fren. i wish him all the best for his olevels chinese. altho he wun read this. i'll still like.. sort of pray for him and the rest of my seniors.

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2006-05-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

yo. i cant really blog much in the weekdays le. got loads of hw to do. and i want to make every single day a meaningful day. =] today had da vinci challenge. had a really superb nice chat with ms ang and mdm rubina. at least now i know someone who shares the same joy with me of eating KFC chicken. nothing much today. Da vinci challenge is sickening. esp when p6 students throw tantrum and stuffs. lol. had to facilitate them. tedious work. after that got free cakes to eat. lol. okay le. gtg liao. time is running out. real shit.

2006-05-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

yst had a good chat with sx. i love this brother man. lol. talked about chiobus i saw in vj choir concert. lol. shared with him my troubles too.

haha. today is such a wonderful day. okay la, besides the choir part. i tink its time for me to settle down in bass and stop thinking of making into the syf team 2007 as an alto. i've thought about it for a very long time. and my chances getting into the syf team is quite low. i've been sad and cried repeatedly, bcus of choir. its time for me to stop being childish, and stay in bass. i need someone to help me in my vocals, cus i tink it sucks. but most probably i have to train myself. haiss. i also dun feel like being in the syf team le. everything spoils my mood. i used to love choir a lot a lot. but for now, my feelings towards choir is crap lah. i used to look forward to every practice with mr kwei. i used to have an aim to improve my vocals. that enthusiasm is not there already.

in the morning, i had to go school at 8am. for the p6 camp thingy. we are testing out the games and stuff. its quite cool and fun. especially the dragon head game and the blow wind blow. its sad to see ppl like atiqah and amalina being stressed cus some ppl didnt come. in fact, many ppl didnt go. i was shocked when i knew that aaysha and atiqah designed the shirts themselves and drew on the shirts with their own bare hands. loads of efforts. im impressed.

Had choir practice today. i was not really in the mood. today is my last session in alto. bcus after the syf recording next friday, i would be in bass by then. u wun noe how i feel. but i still wanna thank my frens who let me go back to alto. its an unforgettable experience for me. ruhui, faith and dorea, thanks so much. seriously and sincerely. i love you guys. u all wun be seeing my blog, but i still decided to express my sincerity here. thanks for making me love choir. thanks for the beautiful oversea trips memories. thanks all the gifts. really, i will not forget you all. (: and i hope our frenship can last forever.

after choir practice, i went to pp with wan swen, siting and daffy. met emilyn and felicia on the way there. it was quite fun. Ate at mcdonalds. wanted to eat KFC initially cus deep in my heart, i was feeling quite miserable. daffy is right. i shld not gorge too much food when im feeling down. haiss. after that, we went to walk arnd at pp. i was thinking of wad presents shld i give to my seniors for the farewell party. im scared. im afraid that i'll burst into tears during the farewell party.

when i was thinking of those stuffs, i suddenly saw ruhui, dorea, emily and all. i was so happy and excited when i saw them. and im glad that they had imrproved in their MYE. their chi olevels coming real soon. wish them all the best. ate ice cream and had a stomach ache. had lots of fun and jokes in burger king. how i hope i can be buried with lameness, fun, and laughter everyday.

i just put a song in my blog. i love this song "true". the first time i heard it,i cried . lol too emo le. but at that time i was very depressed cus i quarrelled with my so-called best fren last year.

amirul "bullying" my daffy. and LOOK! siting didnt care at all. LOL.

daffy.. following the orders of amirul.

wah the battle btw siting and daffy ar? both of them look so fierce. haha. daffy's eyeball like going to drop out anytime. =X

haha both of them trying to act cool. siting opened her fingers so big. lol.

ms wang and the syf recording group. wah sian lah. she went thru 2 songs, and took about 45 mins. cant wait for this to end. i believe that daffy is grumbling downstairs. she waited for me and siting for about 3 hrs. =X

wah perfect man. both look so retarded in cool specs. hahaha. siitng looks like willy wonka. charlie and the chocolate factory!

This is wad u get after eating spicy sweets. does fanning helps? HAHAHA.

hah dun ask me wad is she doing. combing her hair with her hand? hehe.

the choir i used to love.

p.s. i actualli took about 35 pics today. but i tink pics may bore u, so decided to take those that are nice and more humorous/ impactful.

2006-05-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

today is such a horrible day, but im glad that ppl like fiza really enjoyed their day pretty alot.
oh well, today i had mixed feelings, happy and sad. more to sad, that nearly caused my tears. Happy bcus of my frens who cheered me up. and its fionn's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! hahahahahha. and im sorrie if u got extra pimples popping out. lol smashed some cake on her face. actualli cannot descibe it as smash lah. its more of.. APPLYING. LOL.

oh ya. today we checked our marks. and tada! i "deproved" sooo much. my level position increased 30 lor. increase as in yeah.. 39 (sec2) to 69 (now). haiss disappointed. oh well. i deserve this crap marks la. nv pay attention in class. then until when exam is here, i finally understand the topics. sian. firdaus is officially my new idol. lol. i tink he's hardworking. and clever lah. the way he keep quiet in class and doesnt reply teachers when he/she is talking to him is so cool lah.

not going to blog much as i dun really have the mood. talked to mr kwei about some things and i really felt sad about it. just now after choir prac i went to videoworld alone. ate not-really-cooked cup noodles. later wan swen and siting came to join me. chatted quite a lot with them. and with weixuan who came later. hahaha really thank them a lot. who made my day happy again.

random pics.

omg. something is coming out of my tv. gosh. scary movie 3? hmm.

This vase can be found in jy's house. and guess wad? its taller than me. wth. haha.

I really appreciate this anglish teacher of mine. and i really really dun wanna change my ag.

pic took on today. fionn's birthday! she requested and begged me to take with her. so i agreed. HAHAHAHA joking. Fionn, lambz, nun and me. The siblings. lol.

aiyo. sotongs reunite ar? haahaha all take off specs. "can u see where's the camera? lol"

In the process of "hangman"?

dun mind me. and there's nothing nice to see in this pic lah. haha. its just torn plastics, broken chopsticks, torn papers, rubbish... im really depressed after choir prac today lor. damn it man.

oops not in good mood today. everything that comes to my hand just becomes like that. sorrie.

this is not ME okay. haha its siting, if u see really properly. lol so weird. from this angle i took this pic, she seems to have short hair. and the face shape looks like mine.

with much fun, laughter and jokes and lameness, we finally went home. lol had to rush home for mothers' day dinner. it was sumptuous and im really full. shit. have to really train my body during the june hols. and i must be on diet. i added 5 kg, from last year.

p.s. i still thank mdm goo alot. =)

2006-05-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

hahahah. i gotta hurry. must upload quite a number of pictures.

"FIONN stop rushing mee....."

"okay. FASTER la.. i go out eat ice cream u faster post!!"

LOL. thats was an extract of wad she said and wad i said. okay random pics of 3A. =)

This girl seems bored and sianded. lol take care man. anyways, her results are really very good lor.

LOOK! This is soo typical of 3A. And this happens when a teacher is not arnd in the class. cannot blame the chairman okay. cus the chairman is like that too. =) holding his hp taking pics. lol.

errr my mysterious mother. LOL too engrossed in playing "HANGMAN"!

whoops. hahaa. anyways, amos is always so fierce to me. ='( lol kidding. im not sure wad he's doing. probably sleeping. lol. i pity shearen. cus one of the chair is hers. sweat and smell. LOL.

TK's most attractive man. yay! LOL. anyways, im not really that cyber smart. hahaha. dun pretend! i got detector one lor. i know you.. YES YOU.. you are intending to save this picture. HAH!

HAHA cassy! Looks like penguin right? yeah. hahaha. the NUN of the rubinang family. =)

siting's organiser! can see my name? hahahaha. tell u a secret. siting cant draw stars. HAHAHAHA oops later she scold me ar. keep it as a secret kk? sheesh.

and THATS 3A!

haha after the ss lecture, i went to video world to eat THIS with the same old ppl. jy, fionn, qs, kc, and brenda.

basically everyone was looking at Kah chee, eating his 2nd cup noodle.. and it was diluted mee goreng solution. hahahaha.

wah! 3 ppl snatching for on cup noodle? lol but actualli this kind birthday girl, fionn, helped kah chee to make his 3rd cup noodle. applause for fionn!

no comments on the picture. otherwise, my mummy will scold me de. hahahaha. qingshan, dun worry lah. very few ppl will see this pic cus very few ppl visit my blog. so rest assured okay? yeah.. =)

fionn: "STIRR URSELF LA!"
kah chee: "WTH. u want me to do it myself?"
LOL the above caption/ dialogue is fictional. =) but seems so right? from their expressions.

lol picture of the day. tml is fionn's birthday. lol. i got presents for her. yeah its presents. not present. LOL. hope she dun see this man. =) today have no school cus of some polling day thingy. tml wuld be very sian man. i dread friday. im scared of it. tml there's choir practice and im scared too. hmm haiss.

p.s. ALL THE BEST TO THE CHOIR PPL who are going for the choral fest thingy tml. =)

2006-05-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Replying of tags:

15 May: fAfA: hahaha you must cheer up and be brave also kk. u sad, then i sad also. lol.

15 May: Fionn: hahahaha when u said "boy arr..", it reminds me of my favourite seniors. LOL. anyways, yeah i wun be angry with myself le. lol thanks. and jianyong bceomes qingshan? hahahaa. lol.

15 May: Cherie: lol will link you soon. =) P6 camp rocks. lol.

16 May: Xuan: Whee! hi cousin!

16 May: Jinghan: hahaha u hate chinese? hahaha more of hating ah noi right? lol. i feel that she cant really teach, tho she's really a nice teacher. no doubt about that. =]

16 May: Mendy: LOL thanks so much. wad a nice idea. hahahaha. ur bag is so small lah. haha.

16 May: Celine: hahaha yeah man. MUST go out again. lol. how was pasir ris park that day? heard it was fun. lol. i missed it.

16 May: Jenn: HEY JENN! lol.feeling so great to reach ur standard. lol kidding. *inside joke*

17 May: Stupid mum: hahahaha kidding about that stupid part. anyways, the pic is really hilarious mah. just wanna let some of our classmates laugh. lol. and not to worry. my blog issnt that popular after all. everyday at most got 1 or 2 visitors only.

17 May: Jo: yeah! cookies! at ur house! lol. anyways, hope u are alright now. cheer up kkz. take care and cya soon.

yo. a further update of my results.. hahahaha. i seem so happy hor, cus i finally saw the light. the amount of effort you put in daily, the number of marks you get. indeed. okay. nvm. I used to aim for my L1R5 to be 12. so its like so imposibble now lah.

English = C5
Chinese = d6
Emaths = A1
Amaths = A2
Chemistry = b3
Physics = B3
Biology = B4
Combined Humanities = B3

YEAH. so L1R5 will be 17. lol. under expectation. gotta work harder. okay la, today by hook or by crook, i have to post all the pics up. lazy to post them in another day.

First few pictures: Saturday. We went to ECP to celebrate Joy's birthday. hahahaha.

lol dunno who's this. but i make a wild guess that it's gladys. it was drizzling, and the wind was strong. It blew gladys hair up. like rooster. =X You should look at the others. Even worse, esp siting. HAHAHA.

Who wears it like that?! hahaha. Xinghui taught Wan swen to wear like that lor. Wan swen actualli believed her until one of her frens corrected her. hahahaha. Xinghui reminds me of her tortoise.. the one who had a diarrhoea.

Siting, clare and all used this key from the locker. issn't it like.. bent? hmm. haha.

Okay. next few pictures are taken when me, fionn and jianyong when to bugis.

I told fionn that i'll buy this for her birthday at this coming friday, cus i tink the costume suits her. hahahaha. kidding lah. anyways, i dun have the money to buy clothes for girls as bdae present.

This picture is soo nice. its so lovely and cute. haha i took this pic secretly in a shop.

HAHA! after i went to the toilet, i caught them red handed. haha sounds soo wrong. Dun ask me why the pic so blur. haha. my hand not that steady. i was walking when i took this pic kk. My photography skills are so good la. haha.

yeah! ice cream! but i dun have the money to buy. so the only thing i could do is to take a picture of it, secretly of course. haha.

Typicial singapore's dustbin right? lol no offence.

Next few pics are taken in the school on tuesday. Enjoy.

Sab looked so blurr. haha. or rather, the picture is blurred. =X It was during physics lesson anyway. Mr tchen wasnt in class.

Sab and shearen. Both looked as chubby as me. hahaha. i mean the cheeks. can someone teach me how to reduce the size of the cheeks?

The person who sits infront of me in the classroom is none other than nandeesh. haha. joker la he. makes me laugh all the time.

hahaah. FAMOUS amos and shunhim. haha. Amos so mean lah. treat me so bad de. haha kidding. Shunhim was trying to avoid from my cam.. lol so silly. he's still in the pic.

Pure physics ppl will know about this qsn. hahaha. its about the ultrasound waves to detect the depth of the sea. This is so silly lah, but surprisnly i got it correct. hehe a school of fishes. i wonder who the teacher was, who marked my paper. so retarded la. That teacher drew the mouth of the 2 fish i drew, if u have noticed that the fish's mouth is drawn with red pen.

i got loads of careless mistakes lah. like, when im stressed, i actualli thought that a right angle is 100 degrees. how stupid. and bcus of this, all my calculations of critical angle and all are wrong. 6 marks gone.

wah this picture so damn blur. i tink its bcus i took it in a rush, when there's a teacher arnd. anyways, it was jessie sleeping, during physics lessons. lol.

My geog exam script. haha im so proud of 2 sub qsns in the structured essay. i got full marks for the 2 qsns. =)

Weilun! hahaha. he must be damn sad la, lemuel not here. stupid him still have n come back from overseas. anyways, i felt so sad also. cus he missed the phototaking session. so 3A issnt really complete. ='(

hahah now i understand why fionn, qingshan and all got difficulty identifying sab and jolene. lol. okay but i tink in the picture, they are rica, jenn and jo bah. Rico and jenn like going to fight like that. hahaha. jenn the drama queen.

the 2 intelligent girls in 3A. HAHAHA. Jenn was actualli squatting down lo. but in the pic, she seems like sitting on shearen. lol.

From here, we can tell that AMOS face is super oily. yucks la he. My bag was on the floor.. and after cleaning, amos simply threw it on my bag. eeew. Sorry shuli jie. haha.

During english lessons with our dear Ms lian. The main actress in the pic is suppose to be celine. =X hahaha she was sleeping right under Ms Lian's NOSE. lol.

TADA! haha must take more pictures of my fav english teacher. u noe why? cus im changing my AG soon. to either 2b or 3. ='( its not the face that i dun want. its just that.. I will miss Ms Lian. hahaha.

Next few pictures are at Esplanade. i went to watch VJ choir concert with siting and olivia. and i think they were superb. one of the girls look like sara lee from 3E.. hahaha just that the one in VJ choir is much more taller and prettier. im impressed with all the soloists who sang. esp that sop girl who is able to reach notes higher than that 2 octaves higher from the normal C. And i felt that their voices are pure and loud, and i can hear their passion for singing, from their expressions, songs and voices. I hope tk choir can at least reach half of their standard.

Anyways, b4 the concert, i went to pp with siting. Took a long time deciding wad to buy for wanting, shixuan and marie. Met ruhui, dorea and all there. i was really surprised, and happy. hahah. im sort of crazy la, when i see seniors whom i have not met for a really long time, esp those fav seniors of mine. =) anyways, congrats to ruhui and dorea who have improved tremendously in their chinese MYE. hehe. and for me, there's a need to buck up.

oh ya. i spent my whole weekly allowance, 10 bucks and another 10 bucks from my savings to buy the presents. HAHAHA. I bought a toy which is 10 bucks from marie and 4 bucks each for the 2 toys i bought for chub and shixuan. haha they wun see this right? so its okay to type it here.

so cute yea? hahahha. hope marie will like it lah. its like 3 presents combined together into 1. 1)Usually i buy stuffs when i go for concert, esp to my closer frens. 2) Happy mother's day. lol. 3) Happy birthday.

haha im soo sorrie to olivia. took my own sweet time to shop for the presents, then supposed to olivia at city hall at 6.45. i tink i reached there at arnd 7.05? lol.

LOL ivor! met him on our way to esplanade. hahaha. He's suppose to sit beside me.. but he's such a gentleman to change his seat with olivia. lol.

Then at esplanade, met some seniors and juniors. lol. its really cool when soo many tkchoir ppl sitting together. lol.

CUTE nigel! haha he looks smart when he wears this type of shirt.

haha another pic of him.

btw, im not suppose to take photos in the esplanade, in that hall. lol. kena caught and that person asked me to delete the photos. hahaha. wah too many pics to upload. this is killing me. hahaha. okay today was quite fun lah. only had 3 periods of studying. the rests are all ce lessons, pe lessons, assembly programme.. ooh and physics lessons but mr tchen didnt come. sad. but 3A had loads of fun, bonding together as we played "hangman" LOL. noe our comb humanities marks. just wanna tell jolene not to cry and cheer up. =)

anyways, tell u smth. i love mdm goo. lol. today i went to talk to her with jy and siting. hahaha. choir seems more and more interesting. and for the choral fest, different ppl are in different choirs. im in choir 4. so unfortunate. its SSA or SAA choir. shit. luckily got some VS and CHS boys going. Then talked about the choir's standard dropping, syf audition, choir camp.. and clarify some things too. haha not going to talk about it here. i was really touched and felt comfortable by wad she said. she rocks.

but i still dun understand why she appointed me to be the leader of the sops and altos going to choral fest. hmm.

2006-05-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

hmm not really in a good mood today. Results are out and i disappointed myself and this also shows that i've not been hardworking enuff, thats why my results are downright shitty. okay lah. dun want to say my marks here. maybe i shall just blog out my grades. and u will noe how lousy i am yea?

English = c5
Chinese = D7
Chemistry = B3
Biology = B4
Amaths = A2

yeah i tink thats all. oh ya. and an emaths paper 1. haiss. everything goes wrong today. My english is expected to have such grades lah. but how can my chinese be like so low? haiss seriously, i wanted to backout from higher chinese, but there's no way out. i've sort of registered GCE olevels for chinese this year. I also dunno how to study chinese, only can do some assessment books.

Im super duper angry with myself for chemistry. I work soo soo hard, but this is wad i get. Chemistry is the subject that made me cried over for 2 times, in the classroom.. But today i didnt cry lah. My crying look looks damn pathetic and horrible lor. like wad others said, i look like a small boy losing his way in the jungle, crying for his mother.

I was quite upset about biology too. hmm perhaps i didnt study hard enuff. but thats not really the reason lor. i know my facts very well. not to be proud, but ya. haiss. Rmbd kok tong and ms ang saying b4, we are not taking biology paper for olevels, but "application of biology".

Look at the ppl around me. Everyone is getting all As for all sciences, but for me, no As. only 1 A2 for amaths, that i thought i can do better as well. Careless caused my 20 marks. Today when i flipped through the paper, i thought i should know how to do those qsns then. its that simple.

My heart is bleeding, yet i tried to put up a smily face for others. My level position might drop to 200+? My first red mark on my report book. D7. wah im such a loser man. Gotta really buck up on my sciences and maths. im not sure if i shld be satisfied with my marks. im scared a get too complacent. im also scared that i would be depressed. This afternoon, i went out with fionn and jianyong. it was fun.

And as i continuously get back my paper tml, i will shout again," OH MY FAFA!"

Here it is. We were chatting very happily in her classroom in the morning. dun see her so cheerful de, actualli she was very sad and moody. i felt quite useless also la, as a fren, dunno how to solve her problems. just read her blog. felt like crying with her lah, my crying mate. =) oh ya. siting is my crying mate too. just that she did -oh-so-too-well- for her MYE. all the best for their remaining results.

Rico! the friendly guy who never fails to say hello. the smart guy who got A2 for his biology. haha. congrats man!

Fionn, who is too shy to appear here. anyways, talked to her in bus and realised that she's a really nice fren to talk with. someone who scores super high for her sciences and maths. so far all As lor. Jia you!

Arggghh! the stupid pics are uploading too long. im lazy. so yea tml then i'll upload them. afternoon when to eat my fav KFC to relieve some of my stress. then went to bugis with fionn and qingshan.

eh damn myself man. im suppose to like.. study for bio now lah. my mother told me," whats the use of studying now when exams are over?" hmm quite true. oh well, its better late than never. my L1R5 for this MYE is gonna be like.. 30+? haiss. Today my mum's best fren passed away. She felt depressed but i did not know how to console her.

I just watched a chinese drama series. and i rmb this phrase.. "Life must be full of hopes and inspiration, so that every morning when we wake up, we will know what our goals are and strive for it." Indeed. This MYE made me realised that time managment is important, consistency and practices really makes perfect, tho my maths are not THAT perfect, im still happy that i can get 40+ for both maths paper1.

Im still finding a suitable studying method to follow. Im not as hardworking as those ppl in my class. Im not like siting who can study or practise maths till midnight. Im not like fionn who sets a timetable to manage her time well. Wah someone pls help me man. If im continue to be like that, im soo screwed up for my olevel chinese paper. and i can probably forget about going to JC or even poly.

eeeek. just realise tml is the phototaking session. not sure, but i hope that i do not need to sit beside mdm rubina. its like.. i did so badly for her bio paper. yeah and tml is VJ choir concert. All the best for them. and the last thing i can do now...

is to pray and pray hardly....

that i will not cry or get a heart attack upon receiving exam scripts back tml.

its really useless praying for good marks as everything has settled.

2006-05-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

Haha. i shall blog about my frens. sorrie if i miss out urs. im in a sleepy mood now. haha. so i just randomly choose lah. i'll type whose names that comes to my mind. lol.

The Questions:
#01 Siting
#02 Thong Kiat
#03 Marie
#04 Amos
#05 Ruhui
#06 Lemuel
#07 Fiza
#08 Weixuan
#09 Shuning
#10 Weekang
#11 Bernice
#12 Amirul
#13 Shearen
#14 Weijie
#15 Fionn
#16 Shixuan
#17 Qing Shan
#18 Wei Xuan
#19 Faith
#20 Rico
#21 Wan ting

How did you meet 10?
Eer weekang? through secondary 1 same class lor. =]

What would you do if you had never met 6?
Life would be just as usual. haha okay la, not so bad.

What would you do if 19 and 15 dated?
eer thats so impossible. they dun even know each other. and both of them are girls. lol. i know them well la, this wun happen.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Certainly. Amos and amirul. the As. haha.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
hahaha siting and thong kiat? quite lah. just that some other ppl may jealous. haha. you know who you are. =)

Describe 8:
Weixuan is a very good fren of mine. he's nice, caring towards fren. =]

Do you like 12?
Amirul? eeeeeee. haha fine la. a very nice fren. but sometimes a bit fierce.

Do you think 15 is attractive?
Fionn?! haha okay la. She's smart and hardworking.

Tell me something about 17?
Lol she's my mother. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

What's 7's favorite color?
eh i dunno. hahaha =X black? cus i've seen her wearing all in black b4.

What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
HAHHAHAHA. yucks. lol. omg. i didnt know that there's this qsn on no.1.shouldnt have put siting's name as no.1. haha.

When was the last time you talked to number 19?
errr.. last week. we talk to each other everytyme we past by each other in school. she's a really nice senior.

What is 5's favorite music?
HAHAHA i know. TK choir's choral songs.

Would you ever date 11?
HAH impossible lor. even if i want, there's age gap. haha she's my father =]

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?
EER never! lol. he's guy lah. eh wrong, he's a turkey la. haha.

Where does 18 live?
err not sure. near marine parade lah. haha.

What do you like about 20?
He's very friendly.

What is the best thing about 3?
She sings superbly.

What would you like to tell 9 right now?
All the best for ur olevels?

How did you meet 14?
eh thru choir. he's a good leader.

hahaha. this quiz is not really interesting lah. didnt mention all the numbers. oh well, im bored.

2006-05-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

CONTINUED.
hahaa.. when i reached my granmother's house, then i realised that actualli there's no tuition in the night. so hahaha. nvm lah, for not going pasir ris park with the rest.

Okay some random photos requested by some of you.

Firstly, at TK's house. HAHAHAHA.

hahaha. during the march hols, a few of us went to thong kiat's house to cook. haha and we really had lots of fun. in the pic (from left to right): siting, has, gladys, clare, tk.

oooh siting and hassy playing with the dough. hhahaha. look at siting's hands. greasy. lol mine were oily too.

hehe. Clare and gladys.. they are actualli very pro cookers. all thanks to the choices programme that they have gone thru. =)

YEAH. my birthday present. i love it.

wah evil jolene and jessie. it was during pe lesson. i was playing some games. while they went to "operate" my phone. it was off-ed lor. They knew how to on it. and i didnt set any password. so they took this picture. and set is as my wallpaper. LOL.

There! another picture which became my wallpaper, without my permission. lol. Celine, Sab, and jennifer. Look who's at the background. Pam Pam. LOL.

At plaza singapura with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. This is one of my cousins. pretty ya? haha.

My another cousin a.k.a tuition teacher. She's really good in her sciences and maths. lol.

Whoa! so many wood materials. how i wish my parents are the CEO of spotlight. hahaha. oooh. this is where i get my idea's for birthday presents. Fionn'a and wan swen's bdae coming soon. hmm.. what should i get for them?

Okay i think thats all i wanna upload for today. im tired. haha. anyways, today is Joycelyn's bdae and some of us went to celebrate her bdae. went to ecp to cycle/ rollerblade. I'll upload the pics tml bah. oh ya. one more last thing to say.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIE!
Cant wait to watch VJ choir concert. haha. Im still thinking of what to give her, sx, and chub.

2006-05-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

heys. as promised, the PHOTOS. hahaha. may be quite boring lah. so just glance thru if you want. and those who want to save those pics, feel free to do so. =]

Okay. firstly, a brief introductory. hahaha. im lame. but oh well, hehe.

On thurday, i went to school for Da Vinci Challenge. i woke up late, cus the night before i went to mjc choir concert and reached home at 12.30. so in the morning, i ran to school. perspiration everywhere. hair flying everywhere. i didnt comb. =X

Sat with this brother. Horrible pose.! haha lol.

And this is wad i drew using the laptop given, while mdm rubina is explaining to us. HAHA actualli i've taken her pic. but accidentally deleted it. =(

This is wad lame Kah Chee drew. Lame horh?

And i added something. Spot the difference. haha. i can sense if fAfA is reading this, she will go," wah damn lame leh" OOOPS!

Ms Ang! hahaha. she's using a ruler to stop us from playing. and jenn kept poking me with that gigantic long ruler. heh. 3A ppl are not that nerdy, after all those standard rumours that i've heard. haha no offence man.

Me and Kah Chee were bored. so we decided to challenge if who can start the stop watch and stop it the fastest. and WHOA! world record. Kah Chee won.

Willy wonka's hair!
Little lambrie.. in the science lap, smsing to her bf. hahaha. must be jianyong. =X haha. poor mentor. hahaha. those gang of hers (including jessie, jenn, josh, kah chee and more) love to watch hard gay. luckily i wasnt influenced by them. i continued to do my job well. =]

Roti Prata! aha. It was after the da vinci challenge. bcus that day i only had 10 bucks. 6 bucks for movie later. so we (kahchee, jy, and me) decided to eat roti prata to save $$. haha. while the others went to eat at mac.

HAHAHA. Kah Chee drinking water. and failed to realise that its dirty liao. cus in the bus, he dropped his water bottle on xiao wei's shoes and there's white polish staint on the tip of it. lol. he regretted later on. haha.

Do we need so many ppl to buy the tickets? HAHA at princess cinema at bedok interchange. nice cinema, cheap price. anyways, the movie that we were watching was poseidon. haha. nice movei. just that the first few scenes made me headache. lol. the cameraman turned his camera in all directions de.

After the movie, some girls cried a little. i was touched. Poseidon is a nice movie to watch. The money is worth 2 hr 15 min of ur time. =) Then, we were deciding if we should go to ecp or go jenn's house. haha. in the end, we go neither of those options. we went to white sands at pasir ris instead. lol.

hmm there's suppose to be an insect on jenn's shirt. dunno where it went le. hahaha. Jenn was like.."stop joking la. i noe u are lying to me." hahahaha. ooh i rmb. finally, the insect was dead bcus jianyong used his folded newspaper to hit it. oooh ouch.

haha. they were waiting patiently for celine, jianyong and kah chee to come back. they went to value shop to buy some stuffs. but they took too much time. so i decided to look for them.

HAHA. caught them red-handed. okay la. too crude. they were actualli watching i not stupid too infront of a videao shop, when everyone of us are waiting for them. arghh! lol. luckily i kept this secret. but since i blogged it out, lets wait for the rest to see. hahaha. =X

At the library.. haha. i find this picture cool. lol.

hah! someone is sleeping. in the library. on the bence. LOL.

oooh. delicious. jessie ordered this. and i pinched a potato chip. =)

errr.. mendy was laughing happily and look at fionn's face. hahha. so dao. lol.but actualli all of them were laughing. if u have the time, take a peek of what is the insides of mendy's handphone, especially the gallery part. lol.

Me and celine. lol. i think i moved to phone. thats why its blurred. lol.

haha. group photo. i offered to take. haha. anyways, i used jessie's cam to take. there's triple flash. and the librarian just had to come and complain. and she wanted to see those photos we took. its suppose to be deleted. haha. mendy used the cam to take kah chee's monkey face. and unfortunately, we had to let the librarian see. She must be laughing off her ass in her heart. lol.

Mendy's idea. OH GOD i look damn gay. with mendy's girly bag. lol.

We love 3A! hahaha. but i still miss 2A 05. cant wait for the class outing.

"What an artistic picture", Fionn commented. yeah, INDEED. LOL.

Okay after much fun, i decided to go home. cus my sister and I having tuition at 7.30 night. so the others intended to go pasir ris park to play the spider web. i wanted to go. but oh well, cannot be so crazy after exams. must still limit and control ourselves ya? =)

2006-05-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey. haha. Okay. First thing i have to do. Reply tags. I actually forgot to reply soo many of them since dunnoe when. haha. so im gonna reply the, in this entry.

21 April Fiona: haha. I think the plan of urs that u asked me to experiment did not work. or rather, i failed. haha. I suck at practical stuffs la. but i promise to work hard from next term onwards. meanwhile, i enjoy kkz. lol. All the best for ur MYE too, which is over, but still.. good luck for the results.

22 April Has: Yo! nolah, im not stressed out. Just that biology is stressful only. =) haha alrights. Lets go out some other time. =)

23 April Stal: hahahah. Thanks so much! lol why so many ppl say i seem stress out? ahaha. i tink its bcus of the things i wrote in my entries. lol. im perfectly fine. Thanks and i love you too. aww. haha.

24 April Xiao Wei: ehwhich xiao wei are you ar? haha. weixuan or genuine xiao wei? haha nvm. Yeah im gonna die after MYE. The results. I may just die of heart attack or smth. HAHA.

24 April Kah Chee: hahaha. stupid. copy my skin. haha. kidding lah. And why all ur addresses, except ur home address, all related to atoms de hor? haha u like chemistry alot ar? Mrs tan rocks.!

26 April Clare: THANKS! you have a nice blog too.

27 April Nick: hahaha. Thanks so much president. lol. All the best for ur MYE results too. I need luck from the whole world man. haha.

28 April Tina: nolah. its not the school's fault. its the principal's fault. lol. sianz.

29 April Tania: haha. yeah. most probably she's retiring. so sad lah. left one bio teacher. haiss she's such a nice form teacher.

1 May Tina: yeah ms koh resigned. i miss her! ='( haha. its miss koh. not mrs koh. but my eng teacher mrs koh is also leaving the school. lol.

3 May Lem: HAHAHA. Ms ang is nice lah. she's not boring. hehe. and true, mdm rubina is retiring soon. its quite confirmed liao. fionn asked ms ang le.

5 May Jinghan: NONONO. fAfA is mine. LOL. and btw, im not a dodo. its " A dodo calling others dodo." hahaha. kidding.

5 May apple3: hahaha. yeah man. sad. anyways, ure suppose to be studying now right? LOL. naughty gal.

5 May yien: YO yien! haha. thanks for the luck. and i believe that u dun need my luck right? u so smart. hahaha. all the best for ur results too. =]

6 May fAfA: HAHAHAHA. haiss that jinghan ar.. poor you man. haha kidding. see you, potassium!

7 May Gernaine: hahaha. surprised that u found my blog. hahaha. jia you for the exams too! i noe sec4 very stress de. but oh well, i wish you the best of luck!

7 May Xiao Wei: haha i think that u are the real xiao wei. hahaha. actualli, nerding is quite fun. doing maths qsns and chem revision wsh are challenging lo.

8 May Jinghan: hahaha. why sodium? haha cus me and fAfA in the same group of the periodic table. lol. jealous ar? okay la. dun say im unreasonable. you can be Argon. same period. LOL.

9 May Jenn: hahahaha. in fact, im really bad in everything lor. haha u so smart. and omg. dun talk about shearen and she's not my mistress okay. later her bf come and beat me, and i'll ask you for medical fees. =P

9 May Stal: hahaha yeah i very guai. only these few days then come online, cus exams are over. thanks for ur luck. All the best for ur final theory exam next friday too.

10 May Liyana: HAY! oops hey! haha. exams are over. woohoo!

11 May lambrie: haiyo. bad mentor ar you. see? im so good. such a good mentor to the sec1s. better than you all keep watching hard gay. eew. hahaha.

11 May Has: heys. im really sorry. didnt know that u like mjc choir. hahaha. anyways, the vp of that school is Mdm haslindah leh. be proud man. =) and accept my apology. i bring you to tpjc one ok? if i can get a tic for you.

12 May fAfA: hahahahahah. thanks, dutch lady. *inside joke!*

12 May Stal: hahaha. yeah i finally blogged! all thanks to ur laptop. =P

13 May Fionn: hahaha oops haven. i just came home this morning, then i went out again mah. wah tight schedule. haha. i'll send you as soon as possible kk. anyways, u can just "save as picture" from those that im uplaoding later. =)

Okay. End of replying tags. im tired. hahaha. half an hour later then i'll uplaod the pics. me go watch tv now. =)

2006-05-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVVEER, for more to come.
yay exams are over and post-exam activities have officially started. whee.
hahahahha. okay i'll talk more about that later. firstly im gonna talk about my MYE which i screwed up quite beautifully. LOL

im only going to talk about certain papers. By chronological order:

1) Geography elective.
Many ppl did the map reading first and had no time for the essay. For me, i did my essay first and my map reading last. so everything turns out quite okay. many ppl didnt finish the paper. =( and mingjie actualli cried. haiss. its quite unfair la, cus we werent told b4 hand that our paper is gonna be 45mins, instead of an hour.

2) English paper 1
Tell u something. My english rots. its like.. my standard is like p5 standard. never improve de. everytyme got composition to write, i'll reuse the same old childish phrases and my storyline is always stupid. Take this MYE for example, i chose on the last qsn: 5) Write about a lesson or demonstration that had a great impact in ur life. I wrote that i smoked and i threw the cigeratte butt on the floor. and i went out. The fire burnt my entire house, including my grandmother. Argh so stupid.

3) Physics
This paper was okay lah. I know i lose marks here and there, but its alright. Before the paper, i studies very hard in the weekend. Then i started to fall in love with physics and realise that its that simple. HAHA. After much revision, i understand the entire topic on general wave properties, sound and even rflection and refraction. lol. I agree that tys and textbook are the greatest teacher of all. =)

4) English Paper 2
No comments, as usual, i got that feeling that i will fail. I always have that feeling, since sec1. But there's always a miracle that i wun.
Just that, my marks are merely a borderline pass.lol.

5) Biology.
I partially flunk this paper. The paper needs a lot of common sense. Therefore ppl who study hard, will not mean that he/she will score high marks, and vice versa.
The SPA was a nice one. Ms ang invigilated me. Its like.. i didnt use 5 beakers, 2 droppers and 5 glass rods in my experiment, while the others did. Ever wonder how i carry out my exp? hahaha. I didnt wash all apparatus.I didnt know there's 2 measuring cylinder for 2 solutions. so i simple reuse the same old measuring cylinder, failing to realise that ms ang had marked me down alr. I plotted my graph with opposite axis, and indeed the curve looked damn horrible and weird. But surprisnly i can still laugh out loud after the paper, with my other classmates.

5) Maths and amaths.
Right. i tink i am fine.just that for emaths, i got 7 marks of careless mistake gone. amaths, 11 marks for careless mistake. but overall, it was okay lah. :)

Thats all im going to say for mye. The other papers were horrible. i dun want to say how badly i've done also. hahaha.

Post-exam activities:
[10 May] MJC Choir concert.
[11 May] Da vinci challenge trial
[13 May] Marie's birthday
[13 May] Joycelyn's birthday
[13 May] Fun at ecp.
[14 May] Mother's day
[15 May] P6 Camp trial
[15 May] Wan Swen's birthday
[16 May] VJChoir concert
[16 May] Da Vinci Challenge actual
[17 May] My school-free day
[25 May] SYF recording
[26 May] SYF recording
[27 May] P6 SIP actual
[31 May] TPJC choir concert
[2 June] TK Amazing race
[2nd week of june] Choir camp.
[4th week of june] Biology course.

so far i can only think of these. hahhaa. okay. sorrie for not updating so long. and sorrie that i have not posted the pictures up yet. cus i have not been going home for the past 2 days. so.. yeah. hahaha. =)

MJC Choir concert was fun. I was very impress and i idolise mr kwei. he's such a pro. and i like the musicals that he arranged. nice nice. went with daphne, siting and clarissa. took some photos and i'll put it up tml, when i reach home. i didnt noe home-hopping is so fun. lol.

yay exams over.
INSTRUCTIONS: PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH ANY PENS OR PENCILS UNTIL YOU ARE TOLD TO DO SO. THE DURATION OF THE PAPER IS 2 MONTHS.

lol im so lame.

2006-04-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

Okay. im using my sis laptop to blog for a while. not suppose to use actualli. =X
This afternoon went with qingshan and cass and nikki to library to practise amaths. fun. you know why? cus of my spastic lame jokes that i kept telling them. hahahha.

My ca1 results totally sucks. its like.. worse that shit. the worse results i get ever.
Maths - A1 (my only a1 which is like.. a mere A1 75%?)
Amaths - B3
English - B3
Chinese - B4
Physics - C6
Combined humanities - B4
Biology - c5
Chemistry - B4

Argh.. so pathetic. lowest subject for me is physics. i totally give up on physics. have been doing badly consecutively. study and practise for physics quiz also fail. never study and practise also fail. so.. must well dun study at all right? im not gonna study a lot for physics for mye. i shall concentrate more on bio and chem, esp bio. cus dear mdm rubina is resigning soon. thats sad. im gonna do my best in the last mye paper she sets this year.

i shall revise geog elec now. sad life i have. okay. after studying, i will go and die. see you some other time.

2006-04-16T16:15:00.000+08:00

Just practised my amaths. seriously, i hate MATHS now. damn maths man. Its soo difficult lah. for others, seems like so simple like that. i just practised the whole revision for surds and log. I tink i really have a headblock now lah. do one simple qsn for like.. half an hour?? Laugh at me man. im that stupid.

Later im gonna study biology. im soo bad at it too. leave aside amaths first lah. tml got one lecture again. heard from mrs huang that they are going to cover quite a lot of things. Dear readers, u must be bored right? from dunno since 1 millenium ago, i have been talking about studies in every entry. lol. cant help it. i just hate studying. and currently, my maths tuition teacher is getting fiercer cus she's stressed bah. have to do self-revision b4 her tuition. ooops im talking about it again.

whee so bored. fiza is sleeping at this moment. i wanted to sleep but i just realised that its very meaningless. according to my "research" and experiment right? no matter how long u sleep, its like.. eeek i dunno how to explain. hahaha. give u an example. i slept at 9pm and woke up at 7am. the next day, i slept at 12am but yet, i still woke up at 7am. lol. k nvm. im crapping again.

im starting to feel that blogging is stupid. beginners would think that its fun. but actualli its not. i love blogging cus i simple vent all my anger into it. its like my secret penpal like that. haha. but you guys can read it. LOL. no longer secrets.

okay here i go venting my anger. no offence to all of you, except some that i would really want to offend you.

damn you, loser.

HAHAHAHA. okay im such a pyscho. hmm. im bored. really im bored. i have no games to play. and i find maple lame. so.. ya, nothing better to do than blogging. okay chemistry time. i must have full confidence in getting A1 for this coming chemistry quiz about physical properties.

Ionic compunds are usually crystalline solids that have high melting and boiling points.
The oppositely charged ions are held together by strong electrostatic forces of attraction in a giant ionic lattice structure. Hence, a large amt of energy is needed to overcome the strong electrostatic forces to separate the ions and for melting and boiling to take place.

Refactories are heat resistant materials that have high melting points.
Magnesium oxide, MP 2800 degree celsius, is used to line the inside of high temperature furnaces and aluminium oxide, MP 2000, is used to make crucibles that are used to measure temperature of solids with gas trapped inside.

Simple molecular substances have low boiling and melting points.
In such compunds, atoms are bonded together by strong covalent bonds, forming simple discrete molecules held by weak van der waals' forces of attraction. Hence, a small amt of energy is needed to break the weak bonds and this gices rise to its low melting and boiling points.

Giant covalent bonds have high melting and boiling points.
In diamond, each carbon atom is bonded to 4 other carbon atoms by strong covalent bonds, forming a giant tetrahedral molecular structure. A lot of energy is needed to break the numerous bonds btw the carbon atoms and for melting and boiling to take place.

In graphite, each carbon atom is bonded to 3 other carbon atoms by strong covalent bonds, forming a giant hexagonal molecular structure. A lot of energy is needed to break the numerous bonds btw carbon atoms and for melting or boiling to take place.

And guess wad? im lazy to type everything out. hahahahaha. YAY siting and fiza online. lol. i go chat with them. my laptop left like 20 mins of battery. and im lazy to charge/ use the adaptor. haha. i go chat with them. and tml is gonna be another irritating day.

I soo love school bcus i love my frens.
i soo hate school bcus i hate my frens.
I may seem to be contradicting myself but its true.
damn you, losers. =)

2006-04-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

Here am i again. hahahaha. Just did 3 chemistry practice paper that i had photocopied from kok tong, and chemistry tys photocopied from another senior. lol. thanks to chengying who passed me some of her chemistry practice paper too. hehe. Chemistry is so shiok.

Had choir practice today in the morning. As usual lah. Just that.. altos have a blog. OMFG. but thats good, in a way that seniors can post up announcements there. hehe. hope that i can get the password from wan swen too. She's soo damn enthuisiastic and devoted to choir, esp altos. and therefore, i respect her for that. im impressed with her attitude she showed. I used to have that enthusiasm, that passion, that devotion, that attitude. As for now, blank.

Amaths sucks like mad lah. Everytime i wanted to practise it, can only do the first 2 qsns. then i dunno how to do liao. its like.. soo irritating. spoil my mood of studying only. hahaha. still can rmb there's a time when me, jenn and sab said that amaths is difficult infront of dearest ms wang. horror! ms wang replied us in a serious manner.. scary sial.

anyways, after choir practice went home to "study". Ate my lunch downstairs. then went home to sleep. hahahaha. either my stuppiiid alarm clock could not wake me up, or stuppiiid me cannot hear or respond to that alarm clock. hahaha. intended to wake up at 2.30. but who cares, i woke up at 4.30. =X watch some tv.. and i didnt noe time past soo fast that went my tv programme ended, its 6.30. hahahaha. siting knew that i would sleep. haha.

Practise chemistry!! Seriously, im aiming for A1 for chem okay. im not proud or over arrogant or over confident for ur info. but i have been doing soo badly for the past few tests and quizes that cost me more than 1 litre of my tears that could have been used more meaningfully in other parts of my body. haha.

13 more days to mye. seems faraway before you will actualli realise its just round the corner. now, im chatting with fiza online. wah she is troubled. im troubled. haiss. but oh well, we know that we will be here for each other all the way. hahahahahaha. anyways, its true that best frens think alike. its soo true okay. look at the following short extract from the convo.

[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
u still eating ar?
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
parents back?
fafa<3 ;It all makes sense now. says:
Yerp. And yerp.
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
hahahahaha lol.
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
eating wad?
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
roti ar?
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
haha
fafa<3 ;It all makes sense now. says:
Bread.
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
omg
fafa<3 ;It all makes sense now. says:
Eh smart!
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
im soooo smart
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
hahaha
fafa<3 ;It all makes sense now. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
[[ = Zheng Jun = ]] says:
best frens tink alike man
fafa<3 ;It all makes sense now. says:
(:

hahahaha. i soooo love chatting with her. siting too. as for siting, she's been copying me since sec1 lah. everything i do and say is all the same as her. jinx her so many times also useless. hahahahaa. wait till she sees this. hahahaha. kidding lah. best frens think alike mah.

p.s.i wonder how is she now. hmm she haven reply my msg yet. HAHAHAHA.

i have planned my olevels results already. hehe.
L1r5
Sec 3..
CA1: 13 points (tts wad i alr got)
SA1: 12 points
CA2: 11 points
SA2: 10 points

Sec4..
CA1: 9 points
SA1: 8 points
prelims: 7 points
OLEVELS: 6 points (wtf)

lol. i hope to improve 1 point every major exams lah. but there's 1 thing that i confirm cannot achieve. that is the olevel expected grade of mine. hahahaa. but oh well, try try lah. aim for the better. strive for the harder. okay that simply doesnt make sense.

As i was telling fiza just now, is there such thing as lie detector in this world?? hmm. Tink so bah. so cool. i wanna try. as in i want to have such technology in my house. hahahaha. I really hate liars. Esp someone like me. haha. nolah. i dun lie to ppl, besides some losers that i dislike MOST.
yes, losers. hahahaha.

p.s. im addicted to the word "losers". If i ever call you a loser, thats it man. i must be hating you a lot. hahahhaa.

2006-04-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

hmm. yeah. i broke my own promise that i wun blog for the whole of this month. haiss cannot stop myself from going online lah. i realised that i must be very focus then i wun be thinking of going online. haiss. mid year is coming and im suppose to be nerding by now. but wad am i doing now? going online for 3 hrs. haiss.

i gotta go nerding now. wah cant wait for mid year exams to finish. got lots of things to do during may and june.
1) planning of choir camp and farewell party, maybe.
2) make bdae presents. i owe some ppl presents.
3) syf recording.
4) vjc concert.
5) rollerblading.
6) bowling
7) cycling.
8) lose some fats, gain more muscles.
9) gym and swim
10) solve my problems one by one.
11) not sure if im going mjc concert. $$
12) bio 2 day activities.. in the forest?! hmm.
13) class gathering. both 2a and 3a.
14) cooking at tk's house again? haha.
15) marie's bdae present.
16) nerding, a little lah.
17) watch movies

cant think of anything liao.

MYE here i come =)
2 more weeks.

im doomed. =X

2006-04-02T14:54:00.000+08:00

I miss 2A 2005.
I miss TKchoir '04 and '05.
I miss my piano.
I miss ruhui and dorea.
I miss Alto '04 and '05.
I miss marie and bernice.
I miss going to ruhui's house.
I miss HZYZS.
I miss Amalina.
I miss chatting on the phone.
I miss my sec2 school days.
I miss my food, esp when im down, i'll eat KFC.
I miss staying at my cousins' house.
I miss staying at my aunt's house.
I miss the prague trip 2004.
I miss the KL trip 2005.
I miss tkchoir concert 2006.
I miss my teachers, esp mrs guna and ms koh.
I miss having fun with my best friends.
I miss singing.
I miss running about on the beach.
I miss sharing my sorrows with my frens.
I miss telling jokes to my friends.
I miss art, dnt and home econs.
I miss making presents for my frens.
I miss bowling with my gang.
I miss my original NEW handphone.
I miss listening to my fav music.
I miss listening to my radio.
I miss 2005, besides august.
I miss my fren who was my best fren.
I miss staying back in school with sx.
I miss alto sectionals with faith, ruhui, dorea, chub and youhan.
I miss uniting with 2A '05.
I miss the sec2 cohort camp with 2A.
I miss the 2A class outing.
I miss Choir camp and nightwalk.
I miss the farewell party for marie's batch.

Siting is right, if you all have visited her blog, she said that everything has changed.
Choir, frenships, relationships, class, school life, subjects, love, hatred, everything.

So we shld face problems happily. and choose happiness instead.

Yeah. for the time being, about 1 month, i wun be blogging. remind me. haha.
I'll concentrate on my mid-year exams.
and after mid-year exams, i'll solve all my problems, 1 by 1.

Everything has changed, I thought that 2005, besides the may and august depression, is perfect. Time can never stay still.

I'll try to laugh out loud more.
I'll try to cheer my frens up more.
I'll try to concentrate on my studies more.
I'll try to forget the past as much as i could.
I'll try to stop blogging for a month.
I'll try to stop going online for a month.
I'll try to solve all my problems within the june hols.
I'll try to stop wandering arnd in my mind.
I'll try to pay more attention in class.
I'll try to stay happy more often.
I'll try to score well in my exams.
I'll try to be a HAPPIER person. =)

Smile always ppl!

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This is my first and last entry for the month.
I'll then go crazy after exams.
Wait and see. haha.
Take care.

zee-jay April '06
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some p.s. for the next few months.
p.s. All the best to those who are taking olevel chi really soon, esp my seniors.
p.s. Hope that the planning of the choir camp and farewell party is coming soon. and hope that i can be involved, and try to make it a blast, like wad lilian has said. =)
p.s. After exams, i might be quite busy. Choral fest and syf recording. not sure if im still inside.
p.s. Hope that i wun be so careless and sotong le.
p.s. Be a better chairman to the class. stepping down soon. whee~!
p.s. Games carnvial day.. gd luck to 3A.
p.s. Its time to work hard. Strive for the better, if ure reading this. hahahaha. =P

2006-04-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

hi bloggy. today didnt do much things. just feel depressed, as usual.

choir prac.

went home alone.

went to Bedok interchange alone.

Ate KFC. ordered loads of food.

went home and vomit.

Practised my amaths.

Watched some tv.

Went to suntec city to celebrate my mummy's birthday.

Back at home.

Seriously, i hope i can like get some weird illness so that i can just stay at home and cry everyday.

2006-03-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

today is indeed a horrible day, as expected lah. haisss. in the morning i was busy finding my biology textbook. sotong me lah. yesterday left in the canteen after i rushed home straight, cus it was raining really heavily and badly. but thanks berlin for telling me that my book was with erwin. and thanks erwin for helping me to keep my book. and thanks kok tong and nicholas for helping me to find. haha THANKS ALL!

today many ppl in the class forgot to bring their health booklets. haha. mdm rubina asked me to tell them to get lost. =X haha. she was kidding. early in the morning, jenn wanted to prank me cus april fool's day is coming. She shouted," Zhengjun dun move! there's a worm on ur head." lol lame right? shld have think of a better one. =] 2 periods of maths, i was lost. I stared into space, untill Mrs huang suddenly said," Zhengjun, are you with me?" i responded back after im back in this world instead of my dreamland. haha. argh amaths test is just next week and most of the topics i am unsure. so wad i said to mrs huang was true when i told her that i need 4 hrs of maths remedial everyday. haha. im to be blamed lah. never really pay attention. sooo damn troubled these days.

MT lesson. no comments lah. it has always been the same since the beginning of the year. did a test on chinese proverbs. then did another test, but the test paper is in our textbook. Lame hor? yeah i agree. haha. Chemistry lessons. got 31/40 for my previous quiz. its like.. soo damn high for me lah. but compared to the class, im one of the lowest. sian.

English lesson was fun, fun and real fun. Mrs koh's invigilator, Dr chong, came to our class to observe. and we promised that we will try our best not to sleep in class, in order to help her to score well.. cus this is part of her portfolio. had so much fun and laugter lah. jenn acted as a star search winner and im the emcees. siting, pamela and celine be the fans, photographer and reporter. haha. Hope we did not affect her marks much lah. cus we kept laughing about the pic that she took on her wedding with her boyfren. eh no, its husband.

physics lessons. b4 the real lesson starts, had 5 mins to do the election thingy for the president councillor with the class. hahaha. dun want to say the number of votes here lah. im not allowed to anyways. and i dun wanna hurt some of them. physics show and tell. something wrong technically with soo mi's video. so sad. jian yong's article is interesting. about elephants. hahaha. basically, we didnt do anything during physics lessons. slack arnd a bit. and countdown. and BOOHOO. school'd ovver.

Chinese oral exam. hehe saw ruhui, faith, and all. sooo hapy to see them. Ms Lim ah ber scolded the whole HCL ppl. cus we talked to much. haiss. punishment was to stand. actualli, we were just telling jokes arnd so that we can keep calm mah. but i admit. that we were indeed one of the noisiest ppl arnd. haha. oh well, i tink i did badly. passage didnt read fluently. and they asked me about thew affairs of singapore. and how am i passionate and loyal about my country? haiss.

didnt take my lunch and i went straight to choir. during sectionals, i could not concentrate much. i was very moody lah. dun dare to face mr kwei also. and the best part is stupid me didnt bring my scores. haiss. stand in front also. luckily mr kwei didnt scold me lor. Marie didnt come today. haiss. But shixuan and wan ting came. =) I love the myraid of colours song. its soo nice, tho the bass part sounds weird and awfull. but when combine, hehe we sound great. oops. its the song that sound great. yeah.

after choir, initially wanted to go home with chengying. but she advised me to go for the shadow com meeting. i felt so extra lah. just felt like crying. and im suppose/have to help nigel. i dun tink he needs my help either. got glenn to help. librarians to help. throughout the meeting, they kept laughing and joking. but i dun find it funny at all. why issit ppl are so eager to be in com? altho i wuld love to be in the com cus i wanted to help in the farewell party, but i was not to that extent. perhaps wad chengying said was right. cant help it.

when mdm goo left the COE, i immediately ran to her and asked her something that is important to me. haiss. i wun mention here. just hope that everything will be smooth for me in choir. so that i dun have to cry repeatedly. u will never understand how i feel de.='(

i went back to COE and rushed out. i wanted to help nigel to change batteries. but.. haiss. to prove that im a bad quarter master, tts wad i can do lah. you can say that im selfish. im jealous. im idiotic. im despicable. im irritating. COME WHAT MAY. Choose any vocab u like....

Later i saw dorea, ruhui, faith and all again. but they sat with the other choir ppl. wanted to talk to ruhui and discussed with her something. but.. there's so many ppl there. haiss. next time bah.
went to art room to make badges. i managed to make one "TK alto rocks" badge. haha. but the others i made were ugly. haiss. nvm. next friday i will go to art room again. wanted to make badges for my usual and fav seniors. =)

Walked to the busstop with wan swen and siting. did some vocal training. but NOTHING improved. my voice just sucks lah, and thats it. thats why im not in alto, not in bass de. wads best? not in choir. ='( felt depressed. dun mind me.

Took 31 bus with xiao wei. hahaha. slept halfway thru. was too tired. tired of everything. and guess wad? i didnt go for the parents day.. my parents didnt go either. i was too tired. and my parents are lazy to talk to talk to my teachers. went home and had a short nap. tml i tink i will be going to school early. practise some amaths. level test this coming monday. i really need luck from the whole world man. anyone, who is good in amaths, just call me kk. i seriously need help. i cant be facing mrs huang or my tuition teacher everyday.

p.s. Its gonna be a busy weekend. gonna study hard. work hard. and most importantly, cry hard.
oh ya, if u can see below are some pics of me and my frens. yup. bcus i have downgraded my phone. did i mention it in my previous posts? anyways, yup so i posted those pics there. enjoy those lovely faces of my frens, that are soooo unlike me.

2006-03-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

Siting and her buddy. woohoo!

The councillors and the extra.

eh im sorrie. pic took at ecp. err i tink i moved the camera. tts why got "left-side effects" HAHAHAH. look at clarissa's face. HAHAHA.

eh. i tink one of my cousins took this pic. nice yeah? *yes, you may vomit now.*

This is like so long time ago, but i cherish this pic a lot. =)

2A2005 ROCKS MY WORLD.

my frens - my life. just like my blog url. aint it cool?!

Choir competition in Shah Alam. yay!

i'll never forget them.

2006-03-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

heys. today is such a nice day. relax and good. hahha. in the morning i wuz still limping but ive recovered. yeah! i realised that ive recovered when i was running towards mrs goh during pe lesosns as i wuz late. HAHAHA.

today's bio show and tell presentation was not bad lah. just that i was a clown in front of the whole class, lah. hahaha. 3A ppl wuld noe wad embarressment that i had made. argh damn embarressing sial. anyways, heres my script.
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After a hearty meal during recess just now, im going to take u on a light hearted journey for today’s show and tell. Can anyone guess what topic I will be sharing about? YES! Today im going to talk about the heart and I have good news for some of you in our class. If ure a guy and u have had a heart bypass surgery, and I dun tink any of you had before, u may live longer than a woman who has undergone the same surgery.

What is a heart bypass surgery? The bypass surgery is a heart operation. It uses blood vessels to go around or "bypass" clogged heart arteries so blood can flow through the new vessels to the heart muscle the way it should. A blockage is normally caused by fatty deposits that build up in the heart's arteries over the course of many years.
If one of these outer arteries gets blocked, it causes a heart attack.

So when doctors discover clogged artery, a bypass surgery will be conducted. the common procedure would be to sew in a new piece of blood vessel to bridge over the blockage. In many cases, the surgeon will fix not only the immediate problem, but also other arteries on the heart that are starting to look blocked. The blood vessel used to create the bypass is taken from the chest or the leg because the body has several redundant vessels that can be removed without doing harm.

According to researches, women die more frequently than men after heart bypass surgery and the explanations for this sex difference are controversial. Researchers at the University of Mi-shi-gen, are unsure of the reason of the higher death toll and why women are more prone to such infections than men. However, they concluded that the body's systemic inflammatory response to infection has been linked to heart attack and death in other research. Women are more prone to infections after the heart bypass surgery, but when a guy gets an infection, they will most probably die from it. Researchers suggest that bypass patients in hospital should get up and start moving around soon after surgery to discourage respiratory infections.

I have read up on articles and I get to know that barley and honey helps to prevent heart related diseases. It said that honey has a beneficial effect on the heart because it contains glucose that can be easily assimilated. Honey has an invaluable effect on the weakened heart muscle in various types of cardiac diseases. It said that even people who contracted diabetes can take honey, because pure honey improves cardiac activity.
Also, wholegrain barley and barley-containing products reduce the risk of coronary heart disease. According to the article that I have read, coronary heart disease kills almost 500,000 Americans each year. Risk factors for the disease include high cholesterol levels which research suggests can be lowered by barley fiber.

As the saying goes, "Prevention is better than cure" . While we are still young, we should lead a healthy lifestyle to reduce the risk of contracting heart related diseases in the future.
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made a grave mistake. oh well, its over. tml wuld be a horrible day.
someone, pls help me.

i dun feel like blogging liao. wanna watch jewel in the palace (korean drama) later. i promised myself to stay strong like the main character (chang jine). hahahaha. she suffered a lot due to backstabbers, frens betraying, blahblahblah... but her true frens are really true and sincere to her. so loyal de. =)

2006-03-30T14:29:00.000+08:00

aRgH! i dun tink i can walk properly now. I just had a terrible leg muscle cramp. damn lah. even had difficulty to walk from room to room in my house. its like the whole piece of muscle there are bruises. Or issit my muscle cells are broken? hahahaha. But oh well, ive discovered something.

Muscle cramps are due to vigorous muscular contractions. Maximum areobic respiration cannot produce energy fast enought to meet the demand. The muscle cells then carry out anaerobic respiration to produce the extra energy needed. Lactic acid is formed in the process of glucose to form energy. Lactic acid slowly builds up in the muslce and incur oxygen debt.

haisss. damn pain sial. dun tink im taking PE lessons tml. Hais my dear frens, pls take good care of urself man. As wad mrs tan siew fung said, nowadays ppl fall sick easily, yeah so do take good care of urself. Today's archery lesson was not bad. Hit the bull's eye. for once in a century lah. hahaha. Other ce choices seems fun. Like body combact and taekwando. But still there's a risk of getting injured. siting got her arm hurt by the bow. haiss. get well soon.

p.s. actualli its only a small injury. haha =X

Lessons are normal and shearen didnt come to school today. SO sad. feel so empty as she sits behind me and makes me laugh all the time. hahaha. anyways, mdm rubina did pupil profiling with me today. hahaha. she's a very nice teacher. =) ms ang too. thats why i always get to stand outside the class. im not trying to be sarcastic okay. but its really true that they made me stand outside class, and therefore made them a good teacher.

My parents gonna see them this friday. haha cant wait.

cant wait when they start talking about me.. " zhengjun is a very bad chairman as he doesnt..."

hahahaha. anyways, pupil profiling. Below are the things that she asked me and wad i answered.
exams: aim for mid-year - 3a1s. ("so little??" thats wad she said. haha)
weak subjects: physics, ALL maths, h.chinese, social studies.
frenships: hmm i dunno how to answer this part. so i said everything is alright.
cca: choir. talk to her a little about it lah. as in my difficulties....... =(
bgr: -NIL- (but she asked me to relax and enjoy life as much as possible.)
family: everything is okay. (but my parents just scolded me because i has a muscle cramp and i applied ointment on that area of cramps. they scolded me as due to diffusion.. the entire house stinks. =X)

YEAH thats all. but she advised me alot. We should not let obstacles block ur future. We should enjoy life and relax as much as possible. We shouldnt be upset or unhappy about things that made you sad. We should always think positively. And cheer ourselves every moment. We should be sincere in everything that we do and be sincere to all our frens and family. Secondary 3 is one of the best year that u will feel, in ur entire life. So, dun be too stressed about it. =)

haiss. true. If there's someone i must hate in this world, that person will be [ myself ].

After school, teached siting some piano ( altho im not the best of the best, or best of the lousiest).
hahah me and daffy played hide and seek arnd the hall with clarissa initially. daphne nearly slipped. HAHA. =X then later i managed to scare hassy, by knocking on the backstage door, while they were playing the piano on the stage. HAHA so fun.

And here i am now. Just finished my tuition. and now im doing my biology article. there will be show and tell for bio tml for me. haiss hope my presentation will turn out alright.

p.s. Friday is coming. The day that i will be doomed. ppl like ruhui and siting will noe wad i mean. =(

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OH YA! dear frens, pls support Ang Ru Hui from tk in a tshirt design competition kk?
here's the site: http://www.clothes.com.sg/store/vote.php
Yeah do vote for her kkz? Thanks!!
Voting will be closed by 1 April. Cast ur votes.! =) I thank u, on her behalf.

2006-03-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday chatted with dear marie online. haha she's such a good friend, advisor and listener, like ruhui and siting too. =) Miss her a lot. but oh well, might be seeing her on friday cus she's coming back to teekay. hahaha. oh ya. Please support vj choir.

SOV concert 2006
Date and day16 may tuesday
Time: 7.30am
Venue: Esplanade

hahahaha do support them, esp ppl who are from tkchoir. =) I tink i wil be going bah. then maybe can skip lesson the next day. =X hahaha wednesday is useless lah, in my timetable. 5 periods of freedom. hahaha.

This morning, as usual. On my way to general office to take my logbook, i saw olivia pasting posters on walls. Do vote for her as ur rightful president councillor okays. i Tink she's a good candidate. Hmm dunnoe if nicholas is still angry with me not. Cus i kept publicising or recommending olivia. hahaha. Oh well, all councillors have their own qualities and flaws. So all the best for their election.

Seriously, i still think marie is the best. haha =]

Physics lessons. Laughing as usual. But i wuz lucky that mr tchen didnt shave my hair off to form a string for the OHP screen. haha. I promised him to get a longer string, so that we dun have to waste time seeing ppl jumping to pull down the string. hahaha. Learnt about ultrasound. haiss im still confused lah. A bit lost. but nvm, i 'll catch up soon after doing my self-revision.
Geography lessons. It was fun. Today mrs yeo introduced a new topic. Map reading. not really new to us as we have learnt it b4 in the past 2 years. hahaha. im still confused with the northing and easting thingy. hahahhaha. im lagging in everything lah. someone please help me.
Maths lessons. haha mrs huang again. but the linear inequalities topical test is postponed to tml. haiss. looking forward to it. and i still haven complete the wsh that im supposed to hand in today. die man.

Recess time. haha went to buy some food, pay my debts to the bookshop lady, bought maths and amaths assessment books. finally i found mr rizal. got from him the games carnival list thingy to re-confirm the names. haha.

Oh ya. Surprisingly, my parents do not need to see any teachers on the parents' day. haha. good news. but i hope my parents will still see Mdm rubina. Cus i really suck in my sciences, maths and basically, EVERYTHING.

Biology lessons was not bad. laughed alot again, all thanks to the jokers arnd me. OR im alr a joker myself. hahaha. Sab and i was teasing a teach about the jugular vein lah. cus the jugular vein is located near the neck and it stores fats. then we were thinking.." omg. is that the reason why sometimes we see teachers have fatty cheeks?" wah i damn bad sial. haiss. After bio lessons, dishonest jenn borrowed her tys from derron. Hahahaha lol. then somemore asked me to help her return. but oh well, asked ruhui to help me return. THANKS!

English lessons. hahahahha thats when i got more excited. We are suppose to make a sentence interesting. hahaha. So here's what i wrote.

original: I talked on the phone.
mine: The phone had been glued to my ears for hours. My lips were swollen badly and my tongue was as dry as a toastbread.

LOL. lame right? yeah man. hahahahah. oh. i got 19/30 for my situational writing. haha is that good or bad? haiss. but there's one thing that i can conclude about. i never improve my english language since p6. hahahaha. oh man. a little worried about my olevels and GP. MT lessons was horrible okay. haiss. I didnt really concentrate much. haha. was revising chemistry and physics, with tina and junliang. haha. kena caught by her. she used a ruler and hit on my hand. so lame. -.- hahaha. Then bcus of 5 students who didnt manage to answer her questions, the whole class have to copy a long passage from the textbook. Haiss.

After school I had chemistry and physics quiz. Hope the results will turn out quite alright. =) After the tests, I immediately faster copy the passage lor. And I manage to complete on the dot at 5pm. Hehe. Then went home with huangting and clarissa. Same old topics. Hahahaha.

I just had a talk on with siting. Haiss. Had so much things to tell her, share with her. Having so much troubles now. Dunno wad to do. Im not a good problem solver.. haha so I need a good counsellor to advise me. Yup then we talked about the horror movie 'dorm' turned out to be a touching story. Then talk about frenships. haiss. im quite sad about it.

p.s. My Chinese oral test on Friday is on the first shift. Haiss. Then im like one of the first few ppl, like siting. Which means that I might have to go for choir practice. And might be facing mr kwei. Seriously, im scared. But I will rmb wad marie and ruhui had said. =] I hope to see marie on friday. Haha.

p.s. haiss. Im in a mess lah. My vice chairman doesn’t want to help me in taking attendance. Haiss. Then I always make mistakes. Haiss. He just pushed everything to me. And for the games carnival, everyone wants this and that. What about me man? I wun be taking any games, just to accommodate u ppl lor. Haiss. Tml I’ll still have to see if there are available spaces for enuff ppl.

2006-03-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha. Hey people. hmm to day is boring, tiring, yet exciting day. okay lah. im exaggerating. heh. in the morning, it wuz raining heavily, so assembly wuz in the classroom. My class damn funny sial. National anthem and school song were played liao. some of them still didnt want to stand up. LOL. after that wuz FT contact time. Soo mi didnt come to school. Hope she's alright bah. Never come to school for the past few days, in fact almost 1 week liao. Okay. did some biology with mdm rubina during FT contact time, since everyone is so interested in biology.

AND yes. Its true that TK biology teachers wanna see my parents. lol. 1 time never bring my tys - stood outside class. another time never do 1 qsn in tys - stood in the classroom by the side of the door. Another time - "didnt bring my tys". i thought i lost the book, AND in the end i found it on the floor below my gigantic bag. LOL.

Biology lessons. Ms ang went thru absorption. hehe getting more fun. did some tys qsns. hmm after that wuz amaths lessons. wah i wuz like so lost lorh. dun even know wads mrs huang is talking. but i can conclude that Mrs huang is really an excellent teacher.

Humorous, serious, LAME, nice, and best.

During recess time, i did not dare to go down to the canteen. cus im afraid to see some seniors. haisssssssssssssss..... but i still miss talking to ruhui, chengying and all. have so much things to tell them.

MT lesosns wuz boring. Have spelling test which i tink that i m going to fail badly. the rest of the time is to train for our oral test this coming friday, together with the sec4s. haiss. sian lah. but its lucky for me. i wun be going for choir that day, wun be facing mr kwei. haiss. but i still have to face it sooner or later. good luck for my funeral.

English lessons was quite alright bah. i guessed so. but as usual, can see some ppl dozing off. i got back my summary paper. 17/25.! haha i thought that i did not bad initially. then later i realise that im one of the lowest. =( ag1.. stress. yucks.

Amaths lecture. haiss. I really cant stand amaths lah. seems so easy yet so difficult. Lecture even worse lorh. that teacher blabber so fast. dun understand wad is she talking about. have to be independent le. but there's always MRS HUANG. =)

after school, had amaths remedial with mrs huang and my cool frens: siting, celine, jennifer, rico, sabrina, pam, amos, boon hao, hwee san. hahahaha. I laughed like siao lah. we kept laughing at each other's mistake and silly-ness. lol. finally i saw the light and understand the concept behind it. lol. thank you mrs huang!! tml got emaths quiz on linear inequalities. hope i can pass. yeah.

After remedial, went to canteen to find food. (wah i typed like hamster like that. "find food." heh-.- Kah chee brought siting, me, daffy and jy to the hall backstage. and ask us to stand in the middle of the backstage and clap 11 claps. siao lorh. tho im tempted to do, but dun want lah. better be safe than sorry. for ppl who arent from tk, just for ur info, there's a rumour/ story/ fact that a girl died that and tk students night wlak at night usually hear 11 claps form the backstage. scary. hehe suddenly i rmb those spooky stories that faith told me. she's good in story telling. lol.

Ate my lunch. wonder and crap arnd. till i finally realise that i have emaths hw not done. so i hurried up fiona, siting and clarissa they all. lol. went home with clarissa. talked to her. hahaha same old topic lah. Mr marigold and Mr peacock. lol. thats wad me and siting call them.

I promised fiona to try out the expriement of wad will happen to our mid-year results if we focus everytime from tml onwards. haha all the best to me that can see distinct improvements.
btw, i did well for chem quiz. 28/30. haha damn happy sial. but must cont. to work harder. =)

p.s. Chemistry rocks. As for physics and amaths, hahahha no comments man.

2006-03-26T16:49:00.000+08:00

ARGH. im sooo angry with myself.

='(

I just spilled peach tea onto my biology book. haiss. have to copy those same old topics again. bleah.

2006-03-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

HEY everyone. hahahahhaa if u see the previous and if u are attentive enuff, u wuld have realised that i didnt blog for a month liao. hahahaha. But i bet noone will read this, cus my blog is no longer "popular". i dun blog as much as before.

Oh well, these few days have been very difficult for me. Yes. I struggled hard. I am a failure, in accademic and cca. I can no longer take this anymore. I dun wanta cry for my chemistry anymore. I no longer hope to sing well or contribute to choir. seriously, i dunno wad is wrong with me. suffering from depression i guessed. probably this is part of life. im sure everyone of you have experienced this before. i have not been in good mood these days. ppl are teasing me every now and then. i took them as jokes, but it gets worse. sometimes i feel left out in class, tho i tried my best as a class chairman. I am getting blur-er and and tired each day. I am very sure that TK Biology teachers will want to meet my parents on parent's day. Standing outside the classroom twice is not a good thing okay. I do laugh at myself, thinking why am I such a bad student. ARGH i dunno wad to do but to hate myself lah!

Yesterday, i transferred to bass.
And about the shadow committee, i will not tell u much here.

I am not in the shadow com. dun ask me why my name is in the choral festival list, syf oc, or shadow com list. Its a mere misunderstanding that my name wuz not cancelled. thats all.

Alrights. u wun know how i feel lah. i just hope that i can play a part in this year's farewell party. i really hope i can make it the best one possible, as promised to ruhui and chengying and others. haiss.

p.s. SITING! congrats!! Do a good job okays. All the best!
p.s. Ruhui and Dorea, thanks so much to both of you. really. miss you all so much man.
p.s. Wan Swen and Xinghui, thanks for listening to my troubles.
p.s. FIZA too! =)=)
p.s. i know! that u ppl doesnt like me to be in the shadow com. oh well, ur wish is granted. hehe.

most importantly, thanks mdm goo for = not convenient to say here=

2006-02-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hey. hahahha. long time never update my blog liao. Okay today got a lot of happpiness and sorroows lah. Anyways, talking about wad happen in school today, hmm i got superb lousy marks for my h.chinese. hahahaha. oh well, a little disappointed la. never gotten such low marks b4. Thats why.. ppl keep thinking that since im a h.chinese student, my chinese shld be good. this is ery untrue.. wad is the use of being a h.chinese student when i bottom the entire class and my standard is worse than normal chinese students. Right? anyways, had english lessons with dear miss lian again. when she went to take sweets from the staffroom, i went down to photocopy the edusave forms.. cus i didnt bring and today is that dateline. =X sian. Then when she came back, i told her that i went to the toilet urgently, holding a stack of papers. *retard* Sabrina helped me by asking me if i went to the toilet. i replied that i had stomachache.. then jennifer went," yeah yeah.. stomachache.. thats why he needs to go to photocopy edusave forms." wah that moment damn embarressing man. but oh well, its fun. Then we were forced to write an informal letter.. i wrote to a cousin called "beryllium" since ppl arnd me kept saying that they were hungry and they wanted bery jam. LOL. then i named myself as "potargon". cus i thought of "potassium" and "argon". hahahaha lame right? then had physics lesson when i had a shock in my life.. actualli it wasnt a shock as i knew that i'll fail when i started the common test physics paper. Yeah and so.. i failed with grace and honour.. tho my mood wuz like shit at the time. wanted to cry but i shall not cry infront of any fren. the previous time when i did badly for chem, it was an embarressment liao. Yeah.. with my rotten mood, i helped mdm rubina sort out the edusave forms, together with siting, jianyong. My mood wuz like so bad le.. can see from my face.. but ppl like nandeesh and boon hao still keep pestering about my marks. cant blame them la. the feeling of victory is soothing. yes i know. okay.. then i need some moments alone for soul-searching.. as i realised that i have been a 50%slacker from the start of the year.. being a 24hr nerd issnt simple.. but i'll try it out soon. Then Kah Chee with siting, daphne, gladys, and clar went bugis take neoprint first.. then while teekay and edward followed me to ECP. tricked linda they all that we were at orchard road while we were reaching the underpass that links to ecp. when reached there, saw linda, xinli, becky, yappy, weixuan and yien there.. together with grace and another girl. they bought their mac food.. while me flashing arnd my coupons..=P

The day continues as the girls and guys went to rent their bikes.. placed our bags in lockers.. and i kept stressing to yien," yien u carry ur bag along la. *the locker cant fit into ur huge bag.*" WAHAHAHHAHA. only yappy, teekay and me didnt rent bikes while edward went home. me adn yappy gossiping and chatting about damn physics as we follow the rest riding their bikes.. teekay so extra wanted to run after them.. but oh well, he succeeded.. with 1.5 litres of sweat and 100 cm3 of odour.. Then we shouted the definition of diffusion together. LOL. Teekay told us that its an irony.. me and yapseng who exercise least drank the most water.. the others drank some water.. and teekay who ran about more than 2 km didnt get to drink any. HAHAHAHA. then the girls went to change their bikes into rollerblades.. me, yien and weixuan bet that linda will be the first to fall.. hahahha i know we were bad.. but oh well, the character of guys. cannot change.

Went to the beginner's corner as i led linda along.. cus she was unbalanced.. didnt know the xinli wus even worse.. she couldnt go over the heel thingy.. cant blame her.. if i were her.. i could never possibly reached my destination. heh. Slack arnd with the guys a while.. waited super long for kah chee and his girls to come lor.. but they were nice.. they gave me a box of love. i love it. thanks so much guys. went bowling and compete with linda, grace, yien, weixuan, becky. it was fun. initially it wuz quite quiet.. i compete with yien and linda.. yien did quite well.. so at his 4th round, i shouted fiza's name so loudly and guess wad?! the bowling ball went to the drain.. his ears went red red red. it continued for a few times... and i decided to do it on linda.. i shouted mrs guna's name.. and she striked. damn. hahahaha. yien wanted to prove me wrong.. so when i shouted fiza's name again, he striked too.. wahahahahaha. there's a time that i shouted the name a little too loudly that he threw the ball with a loud thud on the drain that the ball nearly went over to the other lane. LOL.

Later they went home, and i went to the beach with siting, gladys, daphne and clar.. eh nope. we went to eat at mac first. clar put the gulp drink into her bag.. and it sort of spilled.. lol all her wsh and books are wet.. i went to toilet to take a whole roll of toilet paper. I went to the hand drying machine to dry clar's books. just then the pregnant manager came," this is not for books ar.. strictly for hands only".. with a wadever attitude, i walked away as i smiled to her hypocite-ly. hahahaha. then after drying her books partially, the dinner ate us and we went to the beach.. teekay, kahchee and some other tk guys were there.. kahchee was damn drenched. then later the guys pushed teekay into the water.. GOSH! the girls all laughed. cus as u know, school uniform quality is not that good.. once drenched ar.. a little translucent liao. not a little translucent.. but very transparent.. very embarressing for him sial.. sad case.. hahahaha. anyways, the guys and kahchee very bad.. go bully clarissa, daphne and gladys.. untill they are all wet and sand sticked to their hair. hahahaha. while me and siting sat at a corner watching them play, singing "little david play on ur harp" and "ave verum corpus". hahahaha. it wuz fun. then we were a little irritated when one of the guys threw sand on us.. and it happened to be teekay.. cus i threw 10 cm3 of sand.. and he threw 100cm3 of sand at us. lol.

After much clean up... At 6.30 then we went home.. yeah.. so sad.. all good things come to an end.. oh well, thanks u guys for cheering me up.. =] and i'll always rmb the box of love. hahaha.

p.sssss....
#1) never get wet when u are wearing a school uniform
#2) never cry over science papers, esp physics.
#3) [2]gether [A]lways!
#4) i dunno why but failing physics paper = future ruined?! rubbish la yensin.. and stop it la. ure not the only guy who failed physics this time! hymph! haha.

2006-01-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Hais. This few weeks im not really in the best of my mood. I dunno really know wads the reason either. Okay perhaps i know a little. Im so stressed up. I got my chem paper back. And i got a pathetic B3. Pls dun laugh at me, esp ppl who got full marks or something. My class did badly again, the lowest of all pure sciences classes. Is that pathetic or wad? and i really think the teacher shldnt blame the teachers for not doing well. Hais. 3A classmates will know why, yea? And i screwed up yesterday's maths tropical quiz. Im so dead la. I'll get about 5/12 or smth. Hais. dunno wads wrong with me la. I feel that im slacking.. but im having tuitions nearly everyday and i have to rush my homeworks (most of the time my recess will be occupied by my homeworks, and committee duties).

I feel that time is running out. Yet i still dun have the sense of urgency in me. I got no mood to celebrate chinese new year, althought i've tried to forget all my troubles away for a period of time, but it doesnt work for me.

Im worried about my Amaths, bio, geog and physics results. I think i failed most of them. How i wish there's a miracle. Or rather, i shld set my expectation lower than A1, so that i wun be least happy when i got C5. Next week there's social studies test. It's class test. Im freaking scared. i dun wanna disappoint mrs poh, tho i have NO interest in social studies.. cus its exactly like history which i used to hate, and i will hate. I start to love jay chou songs.

today went out with fiona, jianyong, kok tong and louis. Watched "i not stupid too" and i highly recommend this movie kkz. its so touching that me and fiona cried. lol. I can feel myself if im put in the main role's situation. Im also troubled about my frenship btw me and _____. I dunnoe. Sometimes, i missed the times when we talked on the phone, or play piano together. I tried not to recall, but i dunno why _____ always appearing in front of me. I nearly wanted to sms him to talk. but i have no confidence, no courage.

Friday wuz cny celebration. Quite fun la. Saw marie and shixuan and i wuz so happy. so lame right? i know. im always lame. Eeeek la. I have so many troubles, but i can only keep it to myself, or to my closer frens. haiss. I no longer want to be in the choir committee. Not because i dislike choir, not because that i am a downright slacker, or not because my enthusiasm towards choir dropped, just that i always feel left out. i have no reason to be in the com. Im not initiative, tho i tried to learn from marie and ruhui b4. I dun want ppl to say that im extra or something. I have no leadership qualities. wad i can do is just carry the portal sound everywhere. i dun want to face a situation like that. and.. haiss you wun know how i feel. Im not jealous, just that.. haiss argh.! i cant stand some ppl's attitude, but i tried not to kkz. i dun wanna make any enemies, so just bear with it. and im worried that choir will fall after the sec4s step down. anyways, choir is falling. i wanna help choir. i want to pull choir up. but i guess i dun have the ability to do it. im just an ant in choir.

i really miss ruhui, dorea, faith, chengying and many more seniors. i hope that time can just stay still. so that i can always be with my favourite seniors and dearest 2A forever. I want to cry. but i have to tell myself that i must continue with my life. Im losing all my energy and i dun tink im able to survive this year. Thoughts and troubles filled my mind every i go. I want to go to the beach and shout loudly, lie down and gaze at the stars at night. I dun even have the time to do that, and i will never be able to find a fren who is able to accompany me.

im tired.

Everyday ive been trying to put up smiles on my face infront of ppl. laughed as much as possible so that i wun feel so pain. perhaps this is life. my life.

I know that everyone has their own problems and troubles. so i always tell myself," im not the only one in the world who is troubled." i cant help it. but im glad that there's a blog for me to relieve my stress, my anger, my sorrrows. the world is unfair, but i know that im already quite fortunate, compared to others in the world.

tonight i dun tink i wanna sleep. p.s. doing hw can help to relieve stress and forget ur troubled. trust me. it works.

sometimes, i just dun feel like waking up anymore.

2006-01-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

Heys! Okay its been a long time since i last blog. This 2 weeks have been s smooth one for me la, tho i've been feeling stress and down lately for no particular reason. Just feeling pressurised by the nerds around me. hahaha no offence =X. Got a few alarming news and happenings.

1) I am transferred back to Alto in Choir.
2) I am in AG 1 for english. Thats very dumb and sickening lor.
3) I start to hate maths. The maths lecture especially. p.s. Its so damn fast.
4) Choir concert 20th of jan. =) Amalina and Zaki are the emcees. Woohoo.. i just hope that they wun be emcee-ing as spiderman or superman. hahahaha.
5) Im still copying my hw. =X
6) Happy Birthday Shuning..!

Okay la.. dun want to mention all of them. hahaha. Thanks to all my frens who are going to support tk choir for the concert. lol. now having fun sitting with siting and shearen everyday.
Okay thats all i have. I will try to blog more often, if i got the time la.
p.s. I love my all-weather frens. =)